Down and back up again.

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I haven't napped in ages.  I've been pretty good about being awake pretty much all day.  Sometimes the day is longer or shorter, or actually in the night.  But days have been more like twelve to sixteen hours, with eight hours down.  Pretty regular.  Between medicine, carnivore diet, the right supplements, and such, I've been doing better than I have since I got ill.

The only downside is that work efforts have suffered.  But... that... I am hoping is, was, will be, a temporary thing.  Initially it was due to getting used to the carnivore diet.  Well, and before that, probably diabetes?  And, since, it is the accident.  And I'll go through it again, as I get back to truly carnivore eating again.  But... after that?  Reminds me of building a castle in a swamp?

But, too, that is... life.  I'm on my third or fourth castle in the swamp.

I will begin on carnivore, halvsies with meals, shortly after payday.  I need to fill a propane tank, for the flattop grill.  I have eggs, fresh in.  So those are ready.  I'll possibly boil some of those this afternoon.  But I want some for frying.  Those are an excellent main or side carnivore dish.  Ones I really love.  Just wish, when boiling, it wasn't such a hassle.  At least frying them, if there is heat, is very easy.  And they go good with almost any meat I could imagine?  I won't eat them with chicken, sort of along the biblical notion of not using a mother's milk to stew a lamb, or such?  There... is something like that in there.  I... see this as sort of that, or close enough that I would, do, not just hesitate but avoid.  To me, it's either an impropriety, or the appearance or resemblance of said.

Still dark, gloomy, wet, and cool.  This time, beside dressing simply warm, I added a jacket.  The warmth is coming.  It just isn't here quite yet.  Which... is okay too.  Oh... mother's day is coming.  I need to get that sorted out.  Flowers.  I think I sent regular flowers last time.  This time?  Assorted roses.  I go back and forth on these.  I'll also try to see if she needs or wants something.  Though I doubt she will answer her phone.  I'll... give it a simple effort, then leave it go.

Hoping, as things warm, now that I have ac here and there, to do more this summer.  Especially when I get back on carnivore, and fully adjusted again.  We'll see.  Exercise, but more, cleaning and clearing the house.  Ugh.  

I am hoping to get trash out and start in on dishes.  Oh, plus carry on with laundry again, and clear and clean the freezertop, plus get meat out and up into the fridge-freezer.  I just have to wake first!  Double ugh.  Coffee might help.  Later.