Well, awake before six.

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I think just slightly after five?  I think so.  Still so tired, I couldn't remember the time, in spite of looking at it, over and over in an attempt to remember.  It's 6:25, and I am still very tired.

Looking at vids, so far.  I thought I had posted my first blog piece for the day, but no.  No, I hadn't.  Strange.  Must have dreamed it.  Yes, still tired enough to be dreaming while sitting here.  So strange.

I did heat up a few pieces of chicken.  I couldn't eat much, same with yesterday, and the day before.  I'm thinking I have hit about five pieces of chicken, if two or three weren't eaten, one not even started.  I just can't eat.  I don't mind.

Dreams, last night.  Thankfully, I didn't have to be tempted by a herd of mares.  Something nice about that, but... I'm... trying to keep righteous.  An airport stop, when I was in the service.  Nothing fancy, just the only way to get  to a minor base out in the wilds... still stateside, but an odd place.

I initially thought the airport was private.  No fed tags, or else.  But... from looking around just a bit, and speaking with the employee on hand, no.  I quiet little place for spooks, is my guess.  Even the cook... he wasn't just a cook.  Just a side gig, or hobby.  Still, it was nice to get in, and not have to sleep in a garage or hangar, to have hot food and a cold beer.  Even being real nobodies, a place that is lit and welcoming is always a pleasant rare change.  Or... so the dream went.

Other dreams too.  Just minor ones.  Travel when I was a kid, with the family.  Travel as a civilian adult.  I guess it was just a night of travel dreams.  Not much else in there.  Mostly dusty, long, mostly summer travels.  The travel, to the airport?  If it was summer, it was during stormy weather.  One of the Carolinas, with clouds everywhere.  I never could tell the difference between winter and stormy summer, at least in Charleston and the bases around it.  They wore winter coats in the 50's.  Being from Iowa, we didn't bother until, say, the 30s?  We were definitely more cool resistant.  

Not sure how much longer I'll be awake.  Still tired, but not as exhausted as I have been.  Though I don't think I am well enough awake to really cut through much of the day.  At least I don't hurt all that much.  I'll stay awake as long as I can.  Later.