.
Even knowing it was a dream, and being aware in it. I couldn't change
the ending, or stop it. An... unusual event. I don't like unusual
events. And some nightmares are far worse than others. Some... I don't like.
Vows, true. But my vows go only to marriage or death. Beyond either I am no longer bound. And she was beautiful. Is? Darkness of the soul isn't an issue on my side, or a cursed impediment to action... anymore.
Truths? Answer for yourself.
The first, and next?
Never seems to work out as I'd prefer.
And, yet? I... wouldn't choose otherwise. Stupid, so... stupid. Don't believe Hollywood endings. Stick with the Brothers Grimm. There is always hope? Especially for the hopeless?
Harley Quinn... sigh, "in the days of my youth" (even now) That'd be an E-ticket ride! Almost easier to deal with "knowing" she's crazy... arms length emotionally and financially but... Physical Phun! Having to pound down the punks she teased into stupidity, for her pleasure of my "protection" Relishing in the violence she instigated. Knowing I'd wake up to die under a baseball bat... hope she's good and quick.
ReplyDeleteAlmost glad I married a passive one (to a point), I truly feel sorry for whoever captures my daughter, They say I Do, She'll say gotchy'a. EVIL one and all.
You know that. I... every, say, fifth to eighth one? Has to be an absolute loon. F'ing crazy, as they say. I'm still surprised none of them killed me, or... succeeded? I suspect some tried. Remember, poison is a woman's favorite weapon. But... I... just don't die for sh*t.
ReplyDeleteWhat about crystal draino, a twelve gauge, six months of two psychotropics (lithium and prozac the first time, some other pair the next, but like it), organic phosphates, and more, don't people get. And, on top of that, having a heart, liver, and kidney condition which should have been fatal on their own?
I shouldn't be here. The stuff women use just... doesn't even tickle. *rictus grins*