Awake for a while now.

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I woke up around 15:00 to 15:30?  More middling in there, I think.  Meant to check the temp out there, but never did.  Still haven't.  Probably won't.  Just don't want to, at this point.  Nearing 19:00, I have just been drifting.

My mother called.  I had a lot to tell her, about things going on.  I asked about family and friends from back there.  Everyone seems to be still kicking, and doing as well as they can.  She is doing well, a few concerns.  I'll add them to my prayer list.  One of our fellows was in an accident.  I continue prayers for him, his friend, the others involved, and family.  Always other concerns, specific and general.

Caught two more mice today.  One in a live trap, the other in a quite not live trap.  I let it go in the tub, to see if Sassy would get it.  Nope.  She does kill mice.  Not sure why not this one?  The tub?  She really hated when I washed her.  So, perhaps, she still fears the tub from that?  I... had to dispatch the poor panicked thing.  Certainly didn't want it to escape, and it was nearly getting there.  

The stupid mouse hid under the stupid cat, who didn't nothing about it.  Oh well.  Got a chuckled having two furry little creatures looking at me with horror, one tucked under the other.  I took as much mercy on each as possible.  Excusing Sassy from the dinner table and ending the fear of the mouse.  Now, to be honest, even when Sassy kills, she doesn't eat.  She just likes the hunt.

I have more traps set, here and there.  Will keep trying to rid the place of mice, though will also being trying to find how they are getting in, and closing those openings.  More this fall, when it cools a bit. Copper wire, some say.  Steel, others say.  If you can find where they are getting in.  Bleh.  Though... there is another trick or three to help with this.

A fatted coffee consumed.  Some water.  I think I'll have the last half of the last steak.  Careful to just heat, as careful as possible.  Then, for the next day or two, or five maybe, I will fast.  I may even cut fatted coffees, just going to water, electrolytes, if I will keep up on medicine, though too begin monitoring blood pressure and pulse, stopping medicine if those fall a bit too low.

You have to monitor things, if you truly fast (wet or dry, but at zero calories).  If it's a bit too difficult, I may take a fatted coffee, of a much lower cream per coffee, to just... limp through.  I'm not sure I am up to an extended true fast quite yet.  But, hopefully, just one a day.  Two if I must.  If I can't do it, I will back off.  I'll know quickly.  But I think so.

I have something coming up, so will want to break my fast the day before that.  Just so that I don't feint while lending a hand.  That... would be embarrassing.

I am hoping to get to bed earlier, tonight, or tomorrow night.  In order to rearrange day and night back into a right order.  Possible.  Or I'll have to push through.  I hate pushing through.  We'll see.

On to looking around the web again.  Oh, but food first.

Hmm?  I was... thinking about things of late.  And... something popped on the vid feed.  Something... I understand.  Did he understand?  I have been found guilty of being against the state, to some extent against the church, and else.  I... wasn't the first.  I won't be the last.  I am not alone.  But, when these large actors come for someone, they come for one, but absolutely.

Are they correct?  About him, about me?  As correct as they are about my Lord, yes.  In a worldly way, they have both the right, and correct power structure, to accuse, judge, condemn, and kill.  It is their right, and they aren't incorrect that I am not right by their ways.  Same with the other.  Same with Christ.  Hmm?  Oh.

I do get it.  Do... you?  Go ahead.  Pick up the stone.  Aim well.  If you are a party to princes and principalities, you do have that allowance.  As with the others, death isn't even an issue.  Plop, plop, fizz, fizz, oh what a relief it is?  *grins*