I got to it.

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A breast it was, with some of the mushrooms and veggies, in a foil packet.  Heated rightly, with butter, very good.  Strangely I'm not as stuffed as I was after the first meal.  All good.

I want to trim the easy pieces, but also pick the last of the meat off the bones, to make a heavier, thicker, stew.  It's been a while since I have had one.  If I can get to it.

More gaming.  More water.  Waterpills in.  I keep missing, so I keep trying to make up.  At least, if weight is up, I do know why.  then again, weight isn't the issue.  And... blood sugar will... do what it does, even when I eat correctly.  At this point, that is pretty good.  Even a minor bump won't upset me, if it is short term.

Dreams of dreams?  Yes.  I remembered dreams from when I was a child.  Good and bad ones.  I have lived lifetimes in dreams, somehow.  They say you can't, that time is the same.  I'm telling you they are wrong.

Falling, sometimes into a vortex.  Navajo, Dine, explains that.  Well, at... least some aspects.  Learning to fly?  That... was because dreaming of falling was so terrible.

I dreamed novel length dreams, not always remembering every last detail.  But, main characters, side characters, good guys, and gals, and bad.  Politics, spies, war, peace, and the waging of peace leading to war.  Even as a child I saw these things.  I knew the world was dangerous.  Friends, allies, are rarely what they seem.  Neither are enemies.  Though... they are, they just aren't, in both directions.

I literally have been falling into daydreams, some of them like reruns from dreams at various stages in my life.  I... remember some of them, even now.  Some will come back to me, if something reminds me.

Strangely, while I have only been with women, girls when I was a boy mostly, I mean... as a boy, I... have been with women...  Well, I mean, I never dreamed of sex with anyone, even though I was doing it from before five on.  It wasn't until five years ago?  Oh, I'd dream of women, but not sexually?  Just... as girlfriends, wife types, and such.  The roles, just not that aspect.  Then they became intense.  Still can be, if still rather rare.

I don't avoid those dreams, if too I don't seek them, or approve.  I can alter my dreams, but usually choose not to.  I want to see what the point is.  Often there is one.  It means something, usually.  If that... meaning doesn't always translate to reality, the waking world thinking of life.  Still, it's interesting to see what patterns express themselves.  Sometimes the thinking of a child, a man, a woman.  

Even if it hurts my feelings, I like to see where it goes on it's own.  Only if it really annoys me will I shut a dream down.  And, there are some I can't close.

Some dreams are intense, strange, prophetic perhaps.  I've seen hell, there to look in on things, for God.  Seen the end, of the world.  Who ever knows.

And the... other, other, ones.  Dreaming of being the wolf, bear, and eagle.  Actual creatures, I would guess.  And more.  Hmm...  Such things.

Well, back to gaming.  Maybe another fatted coffee.  I'll feed Sassy before going to bed, again.  I offered her chicken, no go.  So I did feed her some of her food, while I ate.  Made her happy.  Later, or more likely good night.