A tuna steak and tea.

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Not much, but it is good.  Was.  I tried the lemon powder in the tea.  The tea is a mix of herbs, and a white tea.  The lemon crystals either aren't very good tasting, are very weak, or didn't go with the blend.  I'll add another packet to the tea, see if more strength helps.

Water arrived.  I got that put away.  It's impossible for me to not buy it, when it's the same price as I'd pay at the store, but with no shopping, hauling, then putting up.  But... it could get hot in shipping?  How do you think stores get it.  The same damned way.  And, yes, it does get hot, in shipping, no matter.  Or freezes along the way.  Or... both, if coming from California, through to Arizona, say, then up through Utah.  It... might do both, in the same zone, on some odd days and nights.

People have the oddest notions about things, as if stores made the food right there.  Even the store made food, these days, are made in Salt Lake City, then shipped to the stores.  They don't make anything, these days.  To make sure all the bad ingredients go in them, at exactly government recommended levels.  Don't want to kill the rats too fast, medical won't get their pieces of silver.  Well, and even stupid rats figure it out before too long, and stop eating full on poison... or get used to it.

They want you dead as close to retirement as possible.  A few years either way is fine.  For them.  Though, really, if they could get it so that you drop the hour you leave your job?  That would make them very happy.  As soon as you stop paying taxes, really.  So long as you won't, in the near future, be paying them again, especially if you are paying more.

They don't even care about your taxes.  It has nothing to do with their spending, just as your vote doesn't matter.  It's a means of making things look a certain way.  They print, money isn't even real.  It just keeps everyone slaving, and bitching, but it's not bad enough for them to really do anything about it.  Sort of funny, when you... stop and think about it.  Difficult to take this world seriously.  It's... all fake and gay.

When you realize that, you... are either in trouble, or so far out, it simply doesn't matter.  The rest of you have to believe, or you would break.  I get it, I just don't believe.  Not that I can't, I simply know better.  I have nothing invested, nothing due, nothing owed, just waiting to die.  So it doesn't matter.

Do I recommend people wake up?  If you can, sure.  Most people can't.  And even of those who can, many wouldn't.  Waking up the wrong people just destroys them.  Possibly rightly.  The truth isn't for everyone.  It isn't for most.  And even those it is for, it is rather tight.  You?  Look in the mirror.  Do you think you can handle the truth, unvarnished, straight up.  About yourself.  About your people.  About the people nearby.  About all people?  About the world, beyond the world, or God?

Live where you are, as you may.  Do what you can.  Do right.  Don't worry.  Most simply aren't ready.

I found out, while losing weight?  That even after dropping a hundred pounds?  I'm... still fat.  Crazy.  The more you know the... harder it gets.  Am I ready?  More so than many.  But I'm not sure anyone is ready for all the truth at once.  But... it's... coming.  I think many break, and just hide.  Even from a little bit of it.  Wait until the whole shoe drops, then the rest of them hit.

Hmm?  Oh... just thinking.  On back to gaming.  Getting near to... being able to start the game.  I am prepping my 'toon.  Nearly done, then can begin the game with some serious function, tools, skills, spells, and such.  Pretty much ready for endgame content, or close.  But haven't even hit the first minor boss, if that boss is considered... one of the harsher bosses.  Until... you hit the next one.  :p

I have had to relearn how to play the game, but some things stayed.  A lot of this game is "just doing it".  Don't worry, or squirrel around, or try.  Do it, straight up.  That is more important than... I can't, or it won't  work, or this or that.  Though, there were a few things which simply were broken in the game, that I couldn't do no matter.  There are some things, in the game, that honestly aren't doable.  There isn't a way around.  Probably just something for cheaters, or devs.  Not allowed for regular players.  But most of the game is doable.  Don't worry about what can't be done, either.  That's them cheating you.  The game may let you through, or eventually.  But you haven't skilled up enough, or learned anything, you've merely spent enough time that they, or some mechanic in the game, allows you to win.  Though, I am not convinced that is true of all parts of the game.  Or for everybody.  Yes, they know who you are.  As libs, they hate some of us.

On to the game.  Later.