Monday, October 7, 2024

I just haven't done well.

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I am slipping, sliding, toward sleep.  Have been all day.  Other than when not stuffing my face.

I think I have the second load of laundry dry.  I'll check shortly.  The last load of whites is washed.  I am hoping the other is finally dry, so I can switch those out.  I was hoping to have everything dried, folded, and put up.  Nope.  I didn't even take what is dry upstairs to sort.  Nor will I yet today.

Every time I think I did something, it turns out I hadn't.  Day dreaming, literally, that I had done things.  Like switching out laundry, or cleaning an area, or... other things.  I did get trash and recycling out.  There is that.  And I did get two loads through, to probably dry.  And the last load washed.  But I really thought I... was further along.

So very tired.  So very hungry.  All good though.  I did... do a nice little bit.  Just that, when you think you did more, only to find it was dreaming... while wide awake (mostly), it's... disturbing in odd ways.  There is tomorrow.

It's not yet 19:00.  It's just a bit past 18:00.  I am going to see if I can go to the bathroom again, before bed.  Then call it a day.  I need to get to the store, yet this week sometime.  Coffee.  More lettuce, or a salad mix whole.  Anything else?  May check to see if they still have keto bread in stock.  Maybe check for a healthy mayo... say with avocado oil?  I don't like the flavor, but... it's... allowable.  If not, I may try to make one out of the olive oil I have, since I am more sure it is legit.  I don't favor that flavor, either, but better than avocado oil.

I wonder why fat could be used to make mayo which is... better... for me.  Both more carnivore based, and tastier.  Though, making it is always tricky.  Sometimes it works, sometimes not so much.  Hmm, adding fresh garlic, organic, California, can cover some of the taste of those odd oils.  And herbs too, like basil, or else.  And go well with the mayo.  Thinking of how to make tuna sandwiches.  As well, mayo goes well in more creamy dressings.

Hmm?  Oh, right, blathering again.  Be well.  Good night.

3 comments:

  1. Maybe I was wrong, Writing what you're "going" to do is making you think you really did them. From what you wrote, I was convinced you'd started that load too. Like I can say I showered, barber for haircut, went home and brought back a shadow box of my great grandfather' grooming/ personal items to show the barber, bought a tire repair kit, located the 3-ton jack in the garage, picked up some carbonated water, Grabbed "brunch" (chicken strips) for the dogs and me, now sitting here under a fan sharing chicken. What I'm unable to say is I'll plug that tire later/ soon, run a vacuum hose around the floorboards getting dog hair, or mopping the tile floors... those are on my list.

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  2. If your drier is getting hot, but not drying, thats an air flow issue, filters/ vents check, clean/clear.
    Real Barber, straight razor around the hairline, If I was to want a shave, they use a brand new Mach III each time. He's been talking of retiring for a decade, Has a place down in Arizona, all he has to do is go. Not sure what keeps him around. Shop is in a strip mall mostly empty now, periphery haunted by homeless, human dung in the corners. I have seen multiple dozens of places open and close over the past 24 years in that strip mall of shattered dreams. Yet he remains. He bought the shop from a Lakota from Pine Ridge who came out here in the '40's. He's cut the hair on all three of my kids, and never fails to tell me what good intelligent conversations he has with my boys, who now get a cut from him when they're in town.
    Remember a barber at the Orlando NNPS, commissary barber shop, nicknamed "Shaky Pete" he had a hand tremor and it took a tough trusting man to sit there with him "sawing" the air with that strait razor coming at your neck. Never heard of him cutting anyone, but it made it "fun" to sit in his chair. Only cut I ever got was downtown Idaho Falls, "regular barber" working on the back of my neck, said "Ooops!" then went to work with a styptic pencil and direct pressure. it was all good.

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  3. No, I figured out airflow pretty early on. After finding a bird nest in there. But from long before I moved in. Everything in it was dead, bones, had been for a while. I... caught that almost immediately, fixed it.

    You have to like folk who stick around. He probably knows retirement is death. It starts slowly, just from not doing things, one ends up doing less and less, then nothing.

    I have health issues, which make function difficult. The only reason I yet live, other than God said so? Is because I so want to do things. I WANT to bust my ass, get, go, do. I dream of it, day dream of it, think of it, and... sometimes... I do... some things.

    Still? I like your barber. Jealous, in the best possible way.

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