.
What that might be could be anybody's guess. I mean, there is always the
straightforward. But, when dealing with women, that is rarely how they
work. If they say they hate you, if they are bothering to tell
you? They are lying. Though, whether to themselves, you, both, or
someone else, that... is never a certainty.
And, what they mean? I don't think they know what they mean. It
has more to do with feeling, when it comes to women, the feminine. They
don't think with objectives, goals, ideas, only feelings. Even when you
can get them to print in logic, the fringes are emotional. How does this
quadratic equation make me feel? FFS, it doesn't make ME feel, it solves
a problem. Gah!
Of course, some of us can go there. But we have been... trained...
seriously, vigorously, strenuously, painfully, to not go there. Or...
not... anywhere other than maybe in our mind. And we know better than to
trust women. Other women? Whatever. So... still... I mean,
yes, I get what it might be, but even women don't always know what women are
thinking. Just... have a better idea. Sometimes.
As I have mentioned? Don't follow the rabbit down her holes. Only
know where they exit. Know the entrances, mark them, and wait.
Don't... try to follow her in... whether you are or aren't another. It's
much simpler. So... I'm not worried, I just... have some idea of the
practicals, and some possibilities of the improbable, impractical, theoretic,
and... whatever else goes on in those squirrel brains.
But... I see her trying to say something. And I... enjoy? In my
own odd way.
There were three other jealousy based songs? Okay, but I picked one, the
one I liked best. I don't think the others, showing, are like
that. But... *scratches head*
Now this one? Is my favorite. It isn't about not getting
her. It is about not just having a moment with her. But waiting
for... being with her in a more serious, long-term, way. It is where I
am, if I were to go that way. I don't want a moment, or a night.
And I would reject her after, if such were to happen.
This... this was a serious flirtation, in my book. I liked it, a lot.
Something about flirting with men? Well... I do, just not... in... the
way indicated.
That's as close as I get to that. Had to laugh.
Different? Aye. But... in a different way. *grins* *wink*
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