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Sometimes I think these are... manufactured. Sometimes... I get the
sense that... there is someone behind them. Someone who it makes sense
to be behind them. Sometimes they make sense, sometimes not.
This... I thought at first, was manufactured... by a party only along for the
story ride. but, then, something seemed to click.
I think so. It's just that... she uses voices and forms which weren't necessarily meant for her? And... she doesn't care. I think it's meant to be pleasant. A flirtation? A gentle friend who is a girl giving a nice kiss? Various notions. Never can tell with dames. But I'll take it. And, yes, I think it is a her. Mostly a friend, if there is always... some hope for more, and yet a surety no more is there? Or... something.
Ah, a trick to sleep better, quicker, earlier? I have figured out how to stay warmer, during the day. Which is good. I hate it when I am so cool that my fingernails hurt from it. But, when I go to sleep, if I am too warm? I don't sleep well, quickly. So... the trick is to begin cooling as bedtime approaches. The furnace will be shunted, down to 70 would be fine. My wool socks will be removed, as with my jacket.
Just... enough to begin cooling off. It's just hitting 18:00. The goal is to be to bed by 20:00. I can push. I can sleep less, stay up later, wake early anyway. But in time that gets me, and then my days and nights become a problem. So... I'm trying to sort this out, so that I go to sleep earlier, and wake earlier. I'd like to wake by four, six at the latest. We'll see if this trick helps.
Later. Or, more likely, good night.
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