Still not my favorite.

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Better.  More passable.  Still not what I want, what I seek.  Still, it was warming.  I have been freezing through this waking day.  Pushed too hard and my body is paying a bit of a price.  I'll... sort things.

As well, I cut the thickener by half, and it is pretty much just soup.  Well, maybe slightly thicker soup.  I would add more, but I won't.  Next time I'll do closer to two thirds of the original amount.  Everything else was the same, save instead of chicken there were meatballs.

I won't complain about such a meal.  I just hope to find a way to make it more edible, tasty, such.  The warmth, of spice and temp, was good.  Like a meat vegetable hot tea.  But that beef, burger, just... tastes so... wrong?

I'll finish it off, if not today.  I tried crackers, but those tasted awful in this.  Worth a shot.  I'll try those with plain anchovies, and sardines... see if the crackers just seem too old, if my tastes have changed (very possible, after a year of only eating meat), or... something else.  Who knows.

It just hit noon.  I'd like to push through to 16:00.  Not sure that will be possible.  Already phasing out, having difficulty staying awake.  Ugh.  Well, have a great day.  Do well, as you may.  Rest well, if that is what you have to you.  Pray a little prayer, for the other fools, or this fool, or your own foolish self?  I don't mind being a fool, or even played a fool.  It's the least of my concerns.  If you are a fool for God, little else really matters.

Still, a bit more gaming.  I want to try to stay awake at least an hour more, to then check blood sugar.  The crackers can harm that, as can veggies... sometimes.  Will find out, if I can keep my eyes open, my mind able to track goals, targets, and other things, perhaps.

Still, yeah, good day, afternoon, and nigh as it may suit you, and me.