Couldn't sleep.

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Still can't sleep.  Want to sleep.  I am hurting for sleep.  But... it just isn't happening.

My neighbor returned home from a trip.  Brought cream early.  They were out of milk, themselves.  So it works.  Sure was grateful.  It's been a while since I have had cream.  Love that stuff, though I may begin cutting back a bit.  Two quarts, though, still?  Add some to soups and stews, but only have a fatted coffee every other day, or two out of three days in a row?

Though, I think I will have another, since I can't sleep anyway.  Sometimes jamming on the accelerator helps me slow it all down.  Will find out, now won't we!

Little day dreams, about her.  Not sure what the thing is.  I think we headed out in, say, October, on my sub tour.  Which means we would have returned late December, or earlier January?  Supposed to be ninety day deployments, but sometimes subs need to fill in for a few days, weeks, due to another sub having refit problems.  Well, and we had issues with our sub, which may have delayed a return?  Can't be sure.  I'm not good with dates, days, and such.  And... have a terrible memory about such things to boot.

I had hoped to do some things today/tomorrow.  It's not possible.  Stupid sleep issues.  Ate well.  Have fed Sassy well.  Reset her litter boxes, and reset her water.  Not much else.  For as awake as I have been, against my will, I am still almost falling out of my chair.  Not right.  But... it's... what I've got.

Blood sugar was 106.  Not... perfect.  But... okay.

Burned some stuff in the bottom of the pot.  I boiled water and soap, in the thing, for a bit.  Will see what comes off, and do it again.  Didn't ruin the food, thankfully.  Just some of it.

Ah, then I just had canned spinach.  I ought to try other greens.  For variety, if also canned.  Just for once in a while. 

On to another coffee, and the bathroom.  I wonder if the xanthan gum acts similarly to psyllium husk... as a laxative.  Because I have been busy in there today.  Yes, coffee, the bathroom, and might as well get back to gaming.  It might help me crash.  Good... morning, day, and night.