Down at 13:00.

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Up at one.  Okay.  A bit longer of a sleep.  And I stubbed my toe in there somehow?  I don't think that is the first time ever, but it isn't unique.  Though it has been some number of years since I did that last.  Though, I have been collecting fluid.  My feet to lower legs are very swollen.  I am back to trying to expel it.  It may just be from pushing fluid out of places that is causing pain.  Or... I kicked in a dream, if so one I don't remember.  They say your body is paralyzed while dreaming.  For the most part that is true, but I have caught myself functioning from a dream.  So that isn't... absolutely true.

I need to find a new calendar app.  The one I have absolutely sucks.  It has failed to alert me of any appointment.  I changed some things.  It still fails.  My old calendar would bug me and bug me and bug me, not only at the alarm time, whether a week before or an hour before, until I acknowledged it.  This one doesn't even show an alert.  I think it beeps.  But it isn't very audible, it doesn't repeat, it leaves no alert on the phone, and just goes away.  New calendar.

A shower again, this morning.  I love those things.  I bandaged my leg yesterday, after the shower, but the scab didn't come off.  I may try to shower daily, perhaps twice daily, to get that thing to come off.  And, keep bandaging it.  I really have to do that every week, to every other week, or that thing becomes stronger than a second skin.

Doing well, having tea every other day.  A fatted coffee on the alternative.  Just trying to cut that a bit.  It worked very well, and does well, but there are problems with it, too.  So, now that I am closer to goals, changing things up a bit, or seeing if that is possible, might work.  Of course, I am addicted to the notion.  Changes are difficult.  Been doing well at it, though, for the last two weeks.  Not perfectly, but getting better.  One day, thing, change, sorting, at a time.

Can't win, but don't have to just lose.  Can try until you die.  I am.  Failure isn't just an option, it's... the final solution, for everyone, one way or another.

Fed Sassy first thing.  Changed her water last night.  Will sort out the litter boxes in a short bit.  No breakfast today, other than a fatted coffee.  No, scratch that.  I'll just do water this morning.

On to life.  Later.