Just a bit rough.

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Mild aches, a bit sleepy and weary... two different things if related?  Possibly with similar root cause(s)?  I just don't quite know why I can't get to work.  All I know is I have been trying to figure out how to do things.  Dishes, laundry, showering, picking up in the house, this, that, the other things.

My will is there.  Every day I make a list of things to do.  Sometimes I make a huge one, or the list just gets longer over time.  Or... after I realized nothing is being done, and give even the though of it a day off, I'll begin on another day, with a very short list.

Oh, some days I do get some things done.  I have the laundry ready to wash.  I just need to add a few items, put soap in, and get it going.  Hoping, today, to shower before I do that.  As well, after the shower, set up some dishes to a soak, so as to clean them enough to put them in the dishwasher.  Though some pots and pans, no.  Beside being a bit too greasy and else, they are better quality and it is suggested they be hand washed.

Of late, just sitting in my chair has been the majority of what I can do.  While I am eating, it isn't the best of food or the volume it really needs to be.  Medicine, at least, has been going in.  Vitamins, now, and minerals are all good.  Even when I eat better, I need vitamins and minerals, because my health limits how much of those I can take in.  Good food, plus supplements, give me a chance.  It's as good as I can do.

Hoping to do more.  I have had a few small work sessions recently.  Hoping for more.  If I can trim whiskers, take a shower, and get laundry and dishes going?  I am then hoping to do some work in the living room and maybe this front room.  And, trash out.  Recycling, too, anything remaining.

Then, through the week, finish both the living and this front room.  Or get much closer.  Hopefully, next week, to vacuum the carpet in there, several times, down to the nubs.  Then steam vacuum the carpet, once, maybe twice.  I'll need to find the clear plastic runners so that I can have a place to walk, if changing that every other day, so drying works better?  Ugh.  Cleaning a place is a LOT of work, and... more complicated than it at first seems.

Can hope.  If I can get those two rooms cleared and clean, then I can begin collecting things to toss in the front room, move the computer to the living room, and... begin getting ready for the great purge of goods an bads.  May just... stack and toss and not worry so much.

Will be looking for tools, camping gear, and just a few other things.  Certain books, certain items.  But, much of it is just going.  Even the things I really like.  Some things I thought might end up valuable... aren't.  Who wants fountain pens?  Just how much is a coin collection honestly worth?  Much of what was thought might have value, or use, or... else... just... has to go.  No one needs, no one wants.  And, to be honest, most things are junk.  Even if art, or pm to some extent, or else.

Though, maybe, some things could be sold?  Maybe.  Though, even gold?  You... won't get much for it.  Jewelry is trash, even with gold at such price.  It's... trash, once made into jewelry... a necklace or ring is garbage.  No?  Try to sell it.  Even with a solid grade decent diamond.  Trash.  The gold is the only value and that isn't of much value.  Crazy, but yeah.

Anyway... back to... looking, reading, listening.  Perhaps gaming, in an attempt to wake up... pull out of this lassitude?  Or whatnot.  Yes.  Oh... I may take a painpill.  It's been a few days.  Anyway... later.