Slowly.

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I had hoped to do some gaming, feed Sassy, trim my whiskers, and to have been on to bed hours ago.  By four hours ago, or so?  I... just couldn't.  I kept Sassy fed, ate myself and had tea.  Gamed a bit.  Finally got a shower in.  It was all just taking so very long just to attempt to get things done.  Ugh.

Blood sugar, this 'morning', was 140.  Which is a very nice 38 point drop, from yesterday 'morning'.  And, after steak and veggies, then tea, and a few hours, blood sugar is... 119?  That is... 62 points better than my later reading yesterday.  Well, okay.  I guess I really do need to eat, and mostly carnivore.

That is a significant improvement for just having gone back to carnivore for one day, after struggling with blood sugar, on essentially rather clean keto, for the last month.  I fell off carnivore but (mostly) didn't fall off keto.  Save for those few times where I dived into the carb pool hard.  Empty, to the bottom, head first.  Probably should have hurt more than it did.

Some music made me think... she is visiting.  Sometimes nicely, sometimes not, in various configurations of that notion.  On target?  I can only surmise.

She didn't believe me?  True.  But she did, does?, believe in me.

Never could say it, but did it?  I should think so.

Yes.  Just... saying.  Ugly.  But her ugly.  :p

Just... how clearly do I see?  I don't know.

Others know.  But they aren't talking.