Still awake.

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Tinkering with the game.  At ease, no pain.  Hungry, just not able to do much about that.  Still, it's a good quiet night and life.  I'll feed Sassy in a bit, then close up shop, going on to bed.

I'd like to get a shower.  That just can't happen.  Not for pains, or aches, but at this point I am tired.  The day is slipping around again.  The pains and else of late... I could suggest those are to blame.  But I know better.  I just lose time, like an antique clock, old beyond it's usefulness.  I can't keep time.

Even so, I'll keep at things.  Try to push back, or pull ahead, when I see an opportunity.  I can't complain.  It is what it is.  At least I have stopped losing weeks, or months, at a time.

There for the last week, strangely, I have been drinking a lot of water.  Like... between a six pack and a twelve pack a day.  At one time, that was more usual.  This last year, six months for sure, I had cut it to, say, a coffee a day, and maybe three to five cans a day, probably edging to the lower numbers.  Not sure that was a good thing.  As, with increased drinking, the foot seems to do better?   I just don't know.

I, if I remember, will pull a steak out to thaw.  I'll see about ordering a few more.  I went through the sirloin.  Still have ribeye, and one porterhouse.  More porterhouse, if I can.  Once you get through, and on into, carnivore, well?  You don't need the fat as much.  You still need some, but variably.  And a top sirloin is a wonderful steak.  Even chicken is good, if the fat to keep you on, in, the diet isn't as necessary.  Still, more fat is better.  But can be gotten in various ways.

Still not absolutely certain about olive oil, especially sourcing the real stuff.  But I think I've found an affordable source.  The safest bets seem to be in the middle.  But... you really have to check, test, sort.  See for yourself.  But olive oil is a very good fat to add, if it's the real deal.  But isn't that the way with any whole animal fat too?  Butter is okay, if you it doesn't go rancid.  Which is another problem, with any fat.  Good food is very difficult to produce, then be kept well, delivered on time, and served before it is bad.  Don't let them tell you food doesn't go bad.  High fat will go bad in a blink.  And raw will, but at least will let you know.  Unlike processed.  Strange that.

Placed my order for the month.  Sent my mother a gift, even if we don't ever seem to connect.  Oh, not Christmas, just... a thought.  A card with it.  May see about sending some money, somehow.  I doubt if she can cash a check, don't like sending cash.  They know what's in those envelopes.  Hmm, might contact my aunt.  She visits from time to time.

Yes, hungry.  Just... don't have anything?  Hmm, maybe veggies, with butter.  Maybe.  I'll check, as I finish up gaming.  Good night.  Good morning too, pretty much.