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I did cook the top sirloin.  It was pretty good.  It was a smaller piece, an end cut.  So I ate most of it.  I couldn't eat more, there wasn't enough to save.  Then would have been a good time to have a dog.   Sassy just doesn't eat steak, very often.  Almost never top sirloin.

Oh, about that.  I tried two inch thick cuts this time.  Not... the best.  I mean, it is a mean steak.  But, it doesn't work well at that thickness.  An inch and a half is about perfect, to my tastes.  For ribeye?  Sure, two inches works.  I'll bet it also works with new york strip, t-bone, and porterhouses.  Just not chewier, leaner, cuts.  It wasn't bad, it's texture was just off.  A bit too chewy.

Blood sugar is down to 131.  Not prefect.  I'll... keep at it.  Just eating fat and protein for... days... will help.  Tempted by crackers, peanut butter, and jam.  But... I made it through without.  I ordered a fairly large pack of zero carb beef sticks, in case I really hit the munchies hard.  It's... not what my mind wants, but it... works.  Gets me over the hungries.  Hangries, sometimes.

It was 45 out there.  But the wind is really picking up.  Not necessarily cold wind though, unless that changes.  Very weird weather.  Not the wind, the temperatures.  It should still be in hard freeze mode out there.  And so little snow, and rain.  Going to be a dry one.

I do wonder how many tricks the bureaucracy and deepstate have up their sleeves.  Can they create harm, by controlling, altering, weather patterns?  Yes, they will do anything to regain control, access to wealth, power, avoid prison, and else.  They really would rather rule over embers than live like just... normal Americans.  They need to be some equal pigs, where all animals are equal.  Pigs being more equal.

I don't know what they can do.  I expect a lot of damage.  The thing is, many people realize that no matter how bad it gets?  Surrendering to them will make us all J6'ers.  Even the idiots who think deepstate is their friend.  Trotskyites never, ever, see it coming.  And are the first against the wall.  Once hate has power, it throws down it's supporters first, allies next, getting to enemies in time.

Amazed to watch the FIB going down.  CIA too?  Wow.  Kennedy the first really may have been serious about dismantling the CIA.  I considered that shop talk.  Or heresy of a sort.  I'm beginning to wonder more seriously.  Oh, I've always been a conspiracy theorists, since they started lying.  Just... not sure which conspiracy theory to use was the issue.

Looks like president Trump might carry off Kennedy's plans.  And... it... might not be so terrible as I had wondered.  Knew you couldn't trust the bastards.  But... didn't realize how criminal they were.  It had nothing to do with the US, or helping people, like USAID, and other things.  All... criminal... from politics, to churches, to... everything.  Wow.

In some ways, it wasn't... as much of a surprise as it was a disappointment.  None of the republic, that was supposed to have America's back, did.  Just... grungy grifters, robbers, murders, thieves, and evil people, start to stop.  I do hope a lot of things get shut down, closed, stopped, and people either go away, or go to prison.  I doubt that will happen, but... I suppose it depends on how tightly they cling to what is not theirs.

Come clean, resign, prison.  It's looking real.  One can hope.  How can anyone have sympathy for these monsters.  They hate Americans.  Literally.  Hate you.  Wow.

Thinking of having something, then going on to bed?  My foot?  I honestly wonder if someone hurts it while I am sleeping.  No, I probably wouldn't be able to tell.  May have to see about... some things.  Ugh.

Oh, and I need to see about the ozone generator.  Some, it seems, say to not use it.  It is as bad as what is there.  Others suggest it is good for not just odors, but bugs (box elders?  will find out) and potentially induces rodents to leave.  Yes, of course I am going to use it.  I just have to have to right time, be ready to get it going, have a place for myself, my plant, and Sassy to go for a few days while I cycle the thing in various areas.  I am hoping to be up, ready, and at it by next month.

Oh... while I really want to go on to bed now, I also really want to do some work in the living room.  Just to clear the area near where the tv currently is.  Which shouldn't be too bad.  And, maybe, move a few items to open up for... possibilities.  I'm not sure how things will work out, but... only one way to find out.  I want to, need to, start.  And tonight, I do believe.  Gotta... get going.

My foot still hurts like hell.  The knuckle is swollen.  Monsters, men, demons, or just twisting in my sleep?  I just don't believe it is... natural... or a simple health thing.  Paranoid much?  Just because you are paranoid, doesn't mean they aren't after you.  Especially if you ARE paranoid.  Paranoia doesn't mean you are wrong, necessarily.  I have to laugh at people who think everything is natural and normal, and no one is out to get them.  I'm... not sure which of us have it worse?  Ignorance might be bliss... but... it's... still ignorance?  Right.

Well... on to... the living room, then bed.  Good night.