Up, barely.

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Sore, tired, aching.  Just the way of it.  I did too much, for the last week, and am still paying the price.  Still needing to get things done.  A shower, and just a bit of work, after my waking processes and some coffee.

Blood sugar is 165?  It shouldn't be.  Oh well, I'll keep at it.  It is 34 out this morning, and mostly cloudy.  I'd say pretty much cloud covered.  If there are patches of open sky, I didn't see them if I didn't look everywhere.

I have to admit, I am loving the duvet and new else bedding arrangement.  It feels like sleeping in a cloud, when tucked in.  Is so easy to kick out of, for some cooling if needed.  And so easy to make in the morning.  Sleeping with a t-shirt and otherwise in the buff is quite good.  I don't overheat as much.

Dreamed, last night.  Kissing her everywhere.  Well, not there.  But shoulders, back, butt (just... the cheeks, nowhere... strange), thighs.  Bellybutton, neck.  Never did go further, in dream, or when waking.  Quite a good dream.  She was, in the dream, mostly asleep.  If quite... happy with the events.  In the dream, we woke up in very good... spirits.  But sex just wasn't needed, or wanted, at that moment.  I don't think she remembered, just... felt... refreshed, happy.

About to heat up the leftover steak.  And set up for coffee.  No cream, this week.  So, I am using the last of what is left, as... tangy as it is.  Gets a bit off, I use it just as long as I can.  Tea, after this, until cream is back in stock.  Suggested it might be available Thursday (albeit, at the earliest).  Will see.  Tea is fine.  For a while.

I can't believe I hurt like this.  Ah, I'll take painpills again.  I hate to, but one, it's been a long time, two, these aches and pains are from physical work so are... different, earned, deserved, but treatable more so than others.  And, possibly other reasons.  Oh, and I have started taking much smaller doses.  Down to recommended amounts, while switching which type I take.  Less likelihood of an od event.  Yes, some of the stuff out there is somewhat spooky.  

Though, I have to think, if you od on painkillers, you were probably either very ill to start, susceptible... or you were taking vastly more than you thought.  Though, to add to it, size.  If you are small, there... is a weight class for a reason, that should be considered in dosage but generally isn't.  Though... does that go by what your weight should be, or what it is?  Even so, 230 isn't too awful for me (if I'm planning on losing another thirty to fifty).  Even so, that would be a bit on the slim side.  As much on the slim side as 230 is on the heavy side, give or take.

Thinking about what to do, what I can do.  Turned up the heat first thing, this morning.  Rather than being cold all morning, which doesn't help me get to things.  Ugh.  Working on things.  Will see what I can do.  Maybe nothing, I really am pretty ragged today.  Still, want to do things.  Later.