Ugh.

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Things needed done.  And were.  Took everything I had to get them done though.

I finished the 24 hour urine test... for heavy metals.  As well, at the last, there was enough extra to do the standard ui.  But... I had to get up, through the night, and go downstairs to pee... they want most of it through that time.  And, since I pee a lot at night (sometimes), that's... when I had to do it.

Plus my sleep cycle is off.  So pushing this, that, and the other things, then waking through the night and having to walk downstairs to go... three or four times, and all else?  I am tired.  As well, I think I have forgotten to take meds for a while.  Even the reduced amounts help some.  So going without?  And, I haven't been drinking the herbal tea, either.

The herbals, from what I can tell, do work.  But, not as quickly or powerfully.  It does help keep fluid out, but not without suffering from some of the effects of retaining too much fluid.  It works, just not as timely as would be approved... appreciated.

It's been rough, these last few days.  Weeks.  I worked too hard.  Then I couldn't work, or take medicine.  Sleep is off.  Ugh.  I'll keep at it, but it's a bit rough.

I bought tacos on the way home.  The real things, not taco bell or such.

Flirting?  Not today.  Most of the women I saw were either sour pusses, or of absolutely no interest, or a bit of both.  Which... is good.  When six or seven could be's present bona fides with minor intention, or at least... something of a warm smile, or even just being watched out of the side of her eyes, approvingly?  It's good, but it's tempting.  Though it was a very short, in and out.

I did get medicine in, after returning.  Couldn't earlier.  Had to push to wake up.  Then get a shower.  And was running at a very slow speed.  Essentially it took everything I had to get cleaned, dressed, and going, on time.  No time for much else.  I did feed Sassy though.

Now I'll have some kefir.  Maybe make a coffee.  As well, tea is ready if I want to make that.  Coffee first.  Roast beef later, there is more and it is still very good.  I may take the juice, heat that, prep the rutabaga before it goes bad, chop some celery for extra, heat that for a few hours, then add the meat and else for an half hour to warm.

I think I'll try this with a pork roast next.  I need a few root veggies.  I have cauliflower instead of potatoes.  That would do.  I still have another day, today, or two maybe, of beef.  I did pick up a pork roast, though that will need to thaw as I put it right in the fridge.

Anyway... music showed... as I was thinking of women.  I really do like them.  Tempting little things.  It isn't all about sex, sometimes not at all.  And, yet, sometimes?  There isn't anything else?  It's an interesting gig we have going.  Fish flambés?  Or... so I like to consider, at times.  Danged women.

Well, and my own devil ways.

Uhrm, fine.  Still just... another.