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I woke, for some reason, later in the evening. I believe it was at about 22:00. I knew, just knew, it was too early but had no choice. So I have been reading comments, looking at more legitimate news sources and carriers, and reading blogs. I turned the heat down a little, in an attempt to coax myself back to sleep. Bears and cold and sleep are a match made in snowy heaven.
Desert Cat was suggesting something about something I was suggesting something about. Ah, soap. Something about something. So, I decided to go looking. My priority is liquid soap, with peppermint, mainly, though some other essences are nice for various things. Low and behold, it seems a rather easy process. Further, the chemicals needed are rather easy to find and still legal to buy. Who knew! The up-front cost, however, and actual cost of production, is more than the value. I do believe, even excluding the cost of gear, just the chemicals needed would end up making soap making less than profitable. And, while it would be a nice skill set, I guess, the materials would be prep-only. Sure, you can make lye, but it is nasty stuff to work with. My guess, in a true grid down, someone who doesn't mind taking that risk will do it commercially locally. And perhaps go on to also make the soaps for sale, potentially selling some of the raw lye to those how have the rest of the goods for their own production. Bartering lye for some of those other goods. Something like that. I'm not sure I really want to mess with it. Just because my gullet handled it once doesn't mean I wish to, pretty much uselessly and expensively, tinker with it now.
Who knows though. Over time, gearing up for several minor manufacturing systems like this, and making some soap as a short term hobby and learning thing might not be bad. But it simply doesn't pay and it is risky. I can only imagine the bulk one would have to buy in, and the risk of the storage and that much manufacturing, along with environmental, OSHA, and other regulations one would have to satisfy to make the process cost effective. Yeah... no. Still, it was an interesting topic to study. I'm not quite done. I will be looking over bar soap production, shampoo production, and liquid dish and laundry detergent production. As, if I decide to go ahead with this project, at some point, I will probably buy enough materials to tinker with all of those things, then use the materials down to nubs, and quit after that. Might as well do a full gamut spread of learning, while bothering to learn. Here is an example of one technique for liquid body soap and laundry soap (hold the butter scent though, for me, I think?). And, yeah, that is the brand I use currently.
Thursday, January 30, 2014
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
Trapped!
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Not me, or at least on this topic.
Have you ever simply walked into an area and found that a small creature has been trapped by your actions. Perhaps you closed a window only to find, somehow, a bird has been caught with no way out. Regardless of your intent, but more so it if was completely innocent and ignorant, there you stand between a small creature and their way out. If you are anything like me, you will seek to keep the animal calm and gently open a path to freedom, while backing out. Sure, there are some creatures which won't get such treatment, for various reasons. But many will. It is almost a suffering to realize the creature is in distress. Well, I recently released just such a creature, with a smile. There was a thankfulness though. I know that. Unspoken, of course. So be it. Freedom isn't always quite what it seems though. There is that.
The nap was okay. I did wake, after a snooze button or two. I dreamed in there, complex dreams, couldn't pull anything back into the land of the living. I've been doing that a lot, lately, actually.
I may have some kind of illness. I am oozing nose fluid as if I had eaten hot peppers. No other symptoms are noticeable, well, except for exhaustion. I've probably gone through a box and a half of facial tissue in the last two days. I can't figure out where all that mucus is coming! It started out a bit better today. It has devolved, if not to as bad as it was yesterday. No pain in the sinus areas, so I am probably keeping ahead of it. But, sheesh, it sure is annoying. I have to wonder what the problem is. It seems more like dust has kicked up.
I honestly don't know if I will get a thing done today. I did set the dishes to a fresh soak. But that honestly might be all that I get done. Just staying awake until later, into early evening, is going to be an absolute bear. An hour or two and I think I will be back in bed. The gravity of something is yanking me back down, hard, fast. Later, or... maybe good night already.
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Not me, or at least on this topic.
Have you ever simply walked into an area and found that a small creature has been trapped by your actions. Perhaps you closed a window only to find, somehow, a bird has been caught with no way out. Regardless of your intent, but more so it if was completely innocent and ignorant, there you stand between a small creature and their way out. If you are anything like me, you will seek to keep the animal calm and gently open a path to freedom, while backing out. Sure, there are some creatures which won't get such treatment, for various reasons. But many will. It is almost a suffering to realize the creature is in distress. Well, I recently released just such a creature, with a smile. There was a thankfulness though. I know that. Unspoken, of course. So be it. Freedom isn't always quite what it seems though. There is that.
The nap was okay. I did wake, after a snooze button or two. I dreamed in there, complex dreams, couldn't pull anything back into the land of the living. I've been doing that a lot, lately, actually.
I may have some kind of illness. I am oozing nose fluid as if I had eaten hot peppers. No other symptoms are noticeable, well, except for exhaustion. I've probably gone through a box and a half of facial tissue in the last two days. I can't figure out where all that mucus is coming! It started out a bit better today. It has devolved, if not to as bad as it was yesterday. No pain in the sinus areas, so I am probably keeping ahead of it. But, sheesh, it sure is annoying. I have to wonder what the problem is. It seems more like dust has kicked up.
I honestly don't know if I will get a thing done today. I did set the dishes to a fresh soak. But that honestly might be all that I get done. Just staying awake until later, into early evening, is going to be an absolute bear. An hour or two and I think I will be back in bed. The gravity of something is yanking me back down, hard, fast. Later, or... maybe good night already.
Nap time.
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I haven't done much. I can't get to it. Tinkering and resting and trying to make it to noon. It's close enough. I am not completely exhausted, but if I wait until then, rising from a nap becomes murderously difficult, possibly impossible. I still have my eyes on the kitchen. If I can't get to that today, I will keep that as my main focus for the next period in which I can work. It has to be a top priority. In the small picture, which is about all I have, my world revolves around a clean kitchen. Besides, I like living in a clean cave. I really do. Had I health... meh... it would still suffer. I would be out much more often, wearing myself out with activities, and work, or school then work.
I have been looking into minor projects, while physically incapable of much else. Why waste time doing nothing? A bit more research regarding egg noodles, for my next attempt at that. Looking at boomerang construction and use, as a side hobby. Reviewing what some consider solid sketching advice. Researching heaters so that a garage workshop is tenable in the winter, or even a propane system for the bedroom, this computer room, and the garage. The costly part of that would be burying line and installation, though my neighbor did the installation himself, and isn't a pro, but thought it was reasonable (other than running the lines themselves, mind you). Hmm, I'd probably have to buy a tank, as well. I'm thinking a larger outdoor propane tank. It would offer a secondary heating source if all else fails, short term at least, and there are other options with a large tank, such as indoor, safe, cooking, in another stove, gas stove. Perhaps even a gas dryer, though... there are pluses and minuses to all systems, and various fuel sources, that I really need to consider. Having natural gas, electric, and propane, all coming in and variably viable, and to a degree switchable, would simply lay in the groundwork for short and medium term prepping.
Long term? Well, as Desert Cat has suggested, there is no real long term prepping. All prepping is done merely to lessen the burden of getting used to a brutal new world order if all else truly falls and fails. You can't have enough to live as you are used to living, keep it safe, stay connected, and thrive. But you can mitigate the instant crush, and perhaps stay healthy, well fed, and safe enough to get to the point where some local re-establishment of some sort of civility can occur. A year or two of "easy" food, some basic supplies, water for a few weeks or months at most, a few guns and some ammunition for various uses, bows and arrows and sling shots for a while after those are spent or to help stretch those, perhaps soap until you can learn to make your own assuming lye is or becomes available, fuels for perhaps a year, and maybe solar power if you can afford it, which could last from a few years to nearly twenty years, if you can maintain it and protect it from savagery of many sorts. No long term preps can be truly made.
Anyway... a nap? yep. Later.
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I haven't done much. I can't get to it. Tinkering and resting and trying to make it to noon. It's close enough. I am not completely exhausted, but if I wait until then, rising from a nap becomes murderously difficult, possibly impossible. I still have my eyes on the kitchen. If I can't get to that today, I will keep that as my main focus for the next period in which I can work. It has to be a top priority. In the small picture, which is about all I have, my world revolves around a clean kitchen. Besides, I like living in a clean cave. I really do. Had I health... meh... it would still suffer. I would be out much more often, wearing myself out with activities, and work, or school then work.
I have been looking into minor projects, while physically incapable of much else. Why waste time doing nothing? A bit more research regarding egg noodles, for my next attempt at that. Looking at boomerang construction and use, as a side hobby. Reviewing what some consider solid sketching advice. Researching heaters so that a garage workshop is tenable in the winter, or even a propane system for the bedroom, this computer room, and the garage. The costly part of that would be burying line and installation, though my neighbor did the installation himself, and isn't a pro, but thought it was reasonable (other than running the lines themselves, mind you). Hmm, I'd probably have to buy a tank, as well. I'm thinking a larger outdoor propane tank. It would offer a secondary heating source if all else fails, short term at least, and there are other options with a large tank, such as indoor, safe, cooking, in another stove, gas stove. Perhaps even a gas dryer, though... there are pluses and minuses to all systems, and various fuel sources, that I really need to consider. Having natural gas, electric, and propane, all coming in and variably viable, and to a degree switchable, would simply lay in the groundwork for short and medium term prepping.
Long term? Well, as Desert Cat has suggested, there is no real long term prepping. All prepping is done merely to lessen the burden of getting used to a brutal new world order if all else truly falls and fails. You can't have enough to live as you are used to living, keep it safe, stay connected, and thrive. But you can mitigate the instant crush, and perhaps stay healthy, well fed, and safe enough to get to the point where some local re-establishment of some sort of civility can occur. A year or two of "easy" food, some basic supplies, water for a few weeks or months at most, a few guns and some ammunition for various uses, bows and arrows and sling shots for a while after those are spent or to help stretch those, perhaps soap until you can learn to make your own assuming lye is or becomes available, fuels for perhaps a year, and maybe solar power if you can afford it, which could last from a few years to nearly twenty years, if you can maintain it and protect it from savagery of many sorts. No long term preps can be truly made.
Anyway... a nap? yep. Later.
Another good night of sleep.
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I didn't actually get to bed until slightly after 2:00. When I did crawl into bed I was out faster than I could wonder how long it would take. I woke just a bit after 7:00, I think. I am a bit rough, but that is sort of the usual lately. I keep hoping to either wake to a day where I am ready to go or work my way into it. After yesterday, I really don't feel like pushing again today. If I can finish the dishes and generally restore the kitchen, I will both be a bit surprised and pleased. If I can try on the snow shoes rig, and walk around in that, even better. Anything beyond that... sounds painful. I don't want another emergency nap.
I supposed I could draw. The thing is my focus is little better than my physical ability to push. Even things I enjoy doing are no joy. This is why this illness is so hated, above all the easy to see reasons. It isn't just potentially lethal, it literally can steal my life, the essence, out of me, on bad days. So very tired. But, I have been doing relatively well in spite of it, in an odd... off... way. That just doesn't mean I am ready for a space walk, or a hunting trip to Africa, or... or much else. It just means I am doing good enough, with the givens, to somehow find a little smirk. Go ahead, show me a fresh new confession to sign. *spit* *snigger* Hehehe.
I did take my stats this morning. Weight is it's usual, blood sugar is slightly high, bp is very good, 125/82 or so, and pulse was a little high. But it's all coming back into the shape I had it pre-messup. I am hoping to add taking stats to my morning lineup, with diabetes testing happening twice a day every other day - the second testing alternating between before meals and after meals, with the morning testing being fasting. I didn't sleep long enough for that to be an actual fasting test this time, but that will come around. If I need a nap, I need to figure out how to take it earlier. The thing about naps, right now, is that they seriously endanger my day schedule. That is fragile.
Well, that is as much of an update as I can muster for now. Later.
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I didn't actually get to bed until slightly after 2:00. When I did crawl into bed I was out faster than I could wonder how long it would take. I woke just a bit after 7:00, I think. I am a bit rough, but that is sort of the usual lately. I keep hoping to either wake to a day where I am ready to go or work my way into it. After yesterday, I really don't feel like pushing again today. If I can finish the dishes and generally restore the kitchen, I will both be a bit surprised and pleased. If I can try on the snow shoes rig, and walk around in that, even better. Anything beyond that... sounds painful. I don't want another emergency nap.
I supposed I could draw. The thing is my focus is little better than my physical ability to push. Even things I enjoy doing are no joy. This is why this illness is so hated, above all the easy to see reasons. It isn't just potentially lethal, it literally can steal my life, the essence, out of me, on bad days. So very tired. But, I have been doing relatively well in spite of it, in an odd... off... way. That just doesn't mean I am ready for a space walk, or a hunting trip to Africa, or... or much else. It just means I am doing good enough, with the givens, to somehow find a little smirk. Go ahead, show me a fresh new confession to sign. *spit* *snigger* Hehehe.
I did take my stats this morning. Weight is it's usual, blood sugar is slightly high, bp is very good, 125/82 or so, and pulse was a little high. But it's all coming back into the shape I had it pre-messup. I am hoping to add taking stats to my morning lineup, with diabetes testing happening twice a day every other day - the second testing alternating between before meals and after meals, with the morning testing being fasting. I didn't sleep long enough for that to be an actual fasting test this time, but that will come around. If I need a nap, I need to figure out how to take it earlier. The thing about naps, right now, is that they seriously endanger my day schedule. That is fragile.
Well, that is as much of an update as I can muster for now. Later.
Moving slowly, even on the way to bed.
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I didn't get the kitchen as well as I would have liked. I did get everything soaking. I wasn't sure I would get to that. And I put the pork and noodles safely away into the fridge. Which I also wasn't sure would be done. Yeah, but I didn't have much to work with. After making that meal, my legs fell out from under me, forcing a nap. And while it was only two hours, it was late, which is throwing things off. I think my primary goal tomorrow is to take care of the dirty dishes, pots, pans, and such. I NEED a clean kitchen to work and I like to work as then I get to eat.
I'm not sure how to express this exhaustion I am going through. When it is more physical, the bit I do when I tax my system too much usually physically hurts, if not for very long. I'm not having those aches and pains. And yet the limit is real. It's not depression. It's not physical, really. Maybe it is just medication. I go through that. The exhaustion is pretty pervasive, stopping me from enjoying console games, other little joys, and pushing... I did it and got snapped on the muzzle pretty hard. Ah well, it'll get better before long.
The world is on the brink, I've noticed. Nobody is happy about anything they are seeing and nobody is even seeing all of it. Well, maybe a few bankers are seeing some of the heavy up close and personal, or are getting in the way of it. A banker who makes hundreds of thousands, possible millions, a year... doesn't commit suicide, usually... without help. Everybody has a weakness, one way or another though. Yes, the world is changing. Get ready. Avoid trouble as much as you are able. But... there isn't much you can trust. Family, one could hope. Some friends, maybe. But everyone has their weak spot, everybody. Just watch it out there. Follow your instincts and own eyes, ears, and thoughts, not instructions. I don't care who they seem to be coming from. Just be watchful.
Good night.
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I didn't get the kitchen as well as I would have liked. I did get everything soaking. I wasn't sure I would get to that. And I put the pork and noodles safely away into the fridge. Which I also wasn't sure would be done. Yeah, but I didn't have much to work with. After making that meal, my legs fell out from under me, forcing a nap. And while it was only two hours, it was late, which is throwing things off. I think my primary goal tomorrow is to take care of the dirty dishes, pots, pans, and such. I NEED a clean kitchen to work and I like to work as then I get to eat.
I'm not sure how to express this exhaustion I am going through. When it is more physical, the bit I do when I tax my system too much usually physically hurts, if not for very long. I'm not having those aches and pains. And yet the limit is real. It's not depression. It's not physical, really. Maybe it is just medication. I go through that. The exhaustion is pretty pervasive, stopping me from enjoying console games, other little joys, and pushing... I did it and got snapped on the muzzle pretty hard. Ah well, it'll get better before long.
The world is on the brink, I've noticed. Nobody is happy about anything they are seeing and nobody is even seeing all of it. Well, maybe a few bankers are seeing some of the heavy up close and personal, or are getting in the way of it. A banker who makes hundreds of thousands, possible millions, a year... doesn't commit suicide, usually... without help. Everybody has a weakness, one way or another though. Yes, the world is changing. Get ready. Avoid trouble as much as you are able. But... there isn't much you can trust. Family, one could hope. Some friends, maybe. But everyone has their weak spot, everybody. Just watch it out there. Follow your instincts and own eyes, ears, and thoughts, not instructions. I don't care who they seem to be coming from. Just be watchful.
Good night.
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Now I have three reasons to hope for new snow, and plenty of it.
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The first, if not most important generally but to me personally, is to try out the snow shoes. I have decided, even if it breaks my bones, if we get four to six inches of snow here in the valley I will try them. If that is not enough to get a feel for them, I will go up into the mountains and clown around. The most important, in a tactical, social, economic, and gardening way, is that our local reservoirs are very low. I think we are below 20% and need to be in the 70-90%, if I had to guess, range. And not just for farming, or my gardening, but simply to not have to worry about drinking water. It is dangerously low. This summer was harsh, on top of it. No rain and days typically, I would even say almost every day, hitting 95 F. Nasty. But now there is another reason. I would probably use whole whipping cream, or mix that with whole milk for a solid half and half, but the rest looks easy and is on hand.
I am told we have snow coming later this week. I need to... get ready. I think I will, tomorrow, if I can and remember, actually, as Serendipity suggested, actually put the snow shoes on and walk around with them. Carpet isn't snow but it will give me an idea of what I am messing with. At 36" long and 9 1/2" wide, they will be... a bit different. Well, and I need to get the poles to work. Dang things are simply not working. I'll do a little research before I hit the kitchen then hit the bed.
Snow, lots of it, for many reasons. By the way, Michael, have you gotten snow yet? They are getting it in Florida, schools are being closed for it. I'll pray for you to get snow again. Well, and now you have something to do with it, beside celebrating the sight, feel, and such, and avoiding the roads.... Gosh, but Southerners are bad enough in rain! Most shouldn't be allowed to drive in snow. Then again, neither should most Yanks. So, no real offense, mostly. :p Bleh.
Urhm, later. No, no. Good night! And... it is night! Woot! Doom is a happy camper. A tired happy camper, but happy none the less. Happy is the operative word. *zonk*
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Ah-ha! I finally figured out the snow shoe poles. I searched far and wide, to no good results. Finally I tore the things apart. Ah, so that's how they work. The instructions that came with them absolutely suck, much like a Polish sex manual... In, out, repeat as necessary. Thankfully I needed no manual for that. They could have suggested it would take 10 or 12 full turns, or many turns. On the good side, I was worried that I would have to take them back. But they do actually go to full length, and the locking mechanism does work. Now the kitchen. *le sighe* Now... good night.
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The first, if not most important generally but to me personally, is to try out the snow shoes. I have decided, even if it breaks my bones, if we get four to six inches of snow here in the valley I will try them. If that is not enough to get a feel for them, I will go up into the mountains and clown around. The most important, in a tactical, social, economic, and gardening way, is that our local reservoirs are very low. I think we are below 20% and need to be in the 70-90%, if I had to guess, range. And not just for farming, or my gardening, but simply to not have to worry about drinking water. It is dangerously low. This summer was harsh, on top of it. No rain and days typically, I would even say almost every day, hitting 95 F. Nasty. But now there is another reason. I would probably use whole whipping cream, or mix that with whole milk for a solid half and half, but the rest looks easy and is on hand.
I am told we have snow coming later this week. I need to... get ready. I think I will, tomorrow, if I can and remember, actually, as Serendipity suggested, actually put the snow shoes on and walk around with them. Carpet isn't snow but it will give me an idea of what I am messing with. At 36" long and 9 1/2" wide, they will be... a bit different. Well, and I need to get the poles to work. Dang things are simply not working. I'll do a little research before I hit the kitchen then hit the bed.
Snow, lots of it, for many reasons. By the way, Michael, have you gotten snow yet? They are getting it in Florida, schools are being closed for it. I'll pray for you to get snow again. Well, and now you have something to do with it, beside celebrating the sight, feel, and such, and avoiding the roads.... Gosh, but Southerners are bad enough in rain! Most shouldn't be allowed to drive in snow. Then again, neither should most Yanks. So, no real offense, mostly. :p Bleh.
Urhm, later. No, no. Good night! And... it is night! Woot! Doom is a happy camper. A tired happy camper, but happy none the less. Happy is the operative word. *zonk*
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Ah-ha! I finally figured out the snow shoe poles. I searched far and wide, to no good results. Finally I tore the things apart. Ah, so that's how they work. The instructions that came with them absolutely suck, much like a Polish sex manual... In, out, repeat as necessary. Thankfully I needed no manual for that. They could have suggested it would take 10 or 12 full turns, or many turns. On the good side, I was worried that I would have to take them back. But they do actually go to full length, and the locking mechanism does work. Now the kitchen. *le sighe* Now... good night.
Yeah, well.
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There was only so much I can do, even now. Medicines are going in, and I suspect they are doing their work. Food is being cooked. I am keeping up on things, if I haven't quite found a way to push ahead much lately. With the runners in hand, I might get to the carpets and rugs sooner rather than later. That bit of cooking and fussing in the kitchen, today, cooked my goose. After I finished, and had a bowl of the goods, I had no choice but to nap. A call that supper was coming in got me to stir. I'll be back in bed shortly.
I simply don't have much, some days, to offer. It's just the way of it. I really do what I can, when I can, regardless of how I feel. But when I push that line, as I did today, I pay a price. I think the price will be small, this time. Just a harsh required late nap. Yeah, yeah, I'll put the food up for tonight. The dishes will not be done, but they will be given a soapy hot soak.
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There was only so much I can do, even now. Medicines are going in, and I suspect they are doing their work. Food is being cooked. I am keeping up on things, if I haven't quite found a way to push ahead much lately. With the runners in hand, I might get to the carpets and rugs sooner rather than later. That bit of cooking and fussing in the kitchen, today, cooked my goose. After I finished, and had a bowl of the goods, I had no choice but to nap. A call that supper was coming in got me to stir. I'll be back in bed shortly.
I simply don't have much, some days, to offer. It's just the way of it. I really do what I can, when I can, regardless of how I feel. But when I push that line, as I did today, I pay a price. I think the price will be small, this time. Just a harsh required late nap. Yeah, yeah, I'll put the food up for tonight. The dishes will not be done, but they will be given a soapy hot soak.
Oh? Oh yeah.
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No nap. I worked through it, somehow. Oh, sure, I wanted one. But then I got busy. Busy? Egg noodles busy. So hush. I had intended to use simple white, unbleached, flour. Oops. All of my white was in the freezer. Gah! I need to get another couple of wheat containers. Not that I have a problem with bugs though, so... Not sure I really need it. But, for cleanliness of space and mind... Yes, I am picky. Yes, I am demanding. And, when given the space to push, I push all the way. It's why I got the monicker "Madonna". Bastards. I should have kicked their asses for that, but... *sigh* They... had a point. *shrug*
Noodles, boy. My way. Thick. I would guess they are at least a quarter of an inch thick, and a half an inch wide, if only about six to eight inches long. I'll know if they are like my mom's before long. By the way, I did call her to ask about noodles before going ahead. She recommended some things, and I took most of her suggestions. Instead of water, though, I used milk. And she assumed white flour, probably bleached. It is from the world she knows. Fair enough. Six eggs, three cups of flour, allow the eggs a few hours to come to room temperature. Check. Semolina flour? Milk instead of water? Most of the noodles were cut as suggested. But there was a strip that would not fit the profile. So... I made those into thin noodles. About as wide as thick, one quart inch by one quarter inch. I plan to have those, cooked, with just butter... to get a more simple taste so as to decide if semolina is a flour I like as such. More protein equals more bite equals, I think, a happy Doom. Some will be allowed to dry, some will be cooked a little sooner. Oh, right, I did ask if I could cook them without drying them overnight. Well... yes, but... Was the notion. Hey, a grant is a grant, and so it shall be. Some of them, perhaps half, I will allow to dry longer, then freeze. Along with the thinner noodles. The other half of the main thick noodles will go in with the meat I have cooked, a sort of gravy I have made, perhaps some heavy whipping cream and butter, and maybe a bit of water.
Nothing fancy, really. I am surprised at how easy it is to make noodles. Well... we will see after I have cooked and eaten them. I think I will have everything cleaned before I got to bed, much later this early evening, on top of it. I should have some reason left overs as well. Yum!
It sounds like the pressure cooker is done. Later.
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No nap. I worked through it, somehow. Oh, sure, I wanted one. But then I got busy. Busy? Egg noodles busy. So hush. I had intended to use simple white, unbleached, flour. Oops. All of my white was in the freezer. Gah! I need to get another couple of wheat containers. Not that I have a problem with bugs though, so... Not sure I really need it. But, for cleanliness of space and mind... Yes, I am picky. Yes, I am demanding. And, when given the space to push, I push all the way. It's why I got the monicker "Madonna". Bastards. I should have kicked their asses for that, but... *sigh* They... had a point. *shrug*
Noodles, boy. My way. Thick. I would guess they are at least a quarter of an inch thick, and a half an inch wide, if only about six to eight inches long. I'll know if they are like my mom's before long. By the way, I did call her to ask about noodles before going ahead. She recommended some things, and I took most of her suggestions. Instead of water, though, I used milk. And she assumed white flour, probably bleached. It is from the world she knows. Fair enough. Six eggs, three cups of flour, allow the eggs a few hours to come to room temperature. Check. Semolina flour? Milk instead of water? Most of the noodles were cut as suggested. But there was a strip that would not fit the profile. So... I made those into thin noodles. About as wide as thick, one quart inch by one quarter inch. I plan to have those, cooked, with just butter... to get a more simple taste so as to decide if semolina is a flour I like as such. More protein equals more bite equals, I think, a happy Doom. Some will be allowed to dry, some will be cooked a little sooner. Oh, right, I did ask if I could cook them without drying them overnight. Well... yes, but... Was the notion. Hey, a grant is a grant, and so it shall be. Some of them, perhaps half, I will allow to dry longer, then freeze. Along with the thinner noodles. The other half of the main thick noodles will go in with the meat I have cooked, a sort of gravy I have made, perhaps some heavy whipping cream and butter, and maybe a bit of water.
Nothing fancy, really. I am surprised at how easy it is to make noodles. Well... we will see after I have cooked and eaten them. I think I will have everything cleaned before I got to bed, much later this early evening, on top of it. I should have some reason left overs as well. Yum!
It sounds like the pressure cooker is done. Later.
Haiku Monday - Oops!
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No, that isn't a mistake. No, nothing has gone wrong. The theme is literally "Oops!". Serendipity is up with the contest. Only two can be entered for judging, and my first ones aren't always my best. So... I will do some practice here, then, perhaps on Sunday, or even Monday, if I remember, transfer a few over. I'm never sure... how to do things as anyone else wants, so... I experiment in life. This is just one of those.
I'm sure I've got something funny back there. For now, though, these will do. Then again, aren't most accidents, barring blood or broken things, sort of funny? Even some of those, for myself, given enough time. These are just life. I'll have to think.
Feel free to vote on which two you think are best. My picks? First and last, though... the... well... THAT one... is also on my mind. Not sure if it is over the top though.
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No, that isn't a mistake. No, nothing has gone wrong. The theme is literally "Oops!". Serendipity is up with the contest. Only two can be entered for judging, and my first ones aren't always my best. So... I will do some practice here, then, perhaps on Sunday, or even Monday, if I remember, transfer a few over. I'm never sure... how to do things as anyone else wants, so... I experiment in life. This is just one of those.
I'm sure I've got something funny back there. For now, though, these will do. Then again, aren't most accidents, barring blood or broken things, sort of funny? Even some of those, for myself, given enough time. These are just life. I'll have to think.
Feel free to vote on which two you think are best. My picks? First and last, though... the... well... THAT one... is also on my mind. Not sure if it is over the top though.
Hurried Glad Hands
help arrives for snow
out in slip-on shoes, to help
Up go the feet - down
Crazy Cats
Sassy on the prowl.
Sam? Smack on the head ends it.
Sas just didn't see her.
Boisterous
lots of friction, love?
in and out, up and down, shake
broken bed - won't quit
My Turn
punch in the nose ~ super
this is going to hurt you
far more than you thought
Yeah, well.
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It's still early in the day, but I have to tell you, I am not feeling it. Tinkering, researching... sitting. I am still going to try to push through and get noodles going shortly. I can do the meat any time after that. A pork roast will be the meat. I prefer chicken or beef with noodles. Then again, I am not sure I have ever tried pork and noodles? Have you? It sounds good, to me. A little gravy for into the mix, but adding some fluid so it isn't exactly thick? Yeah, more like a noodle stew, at least that is how I remember my mother doing it. Oh yeah.
I, as I mentioned, was doing a bit of research. Home injection molding, this, that... None of it looked promising, for the cost. Complexity is also an issue, but that can be handled. The price is first. I did find a couple of items that might work well enough, for my applications, though. There is silicone that can be molded, and there is actual plastic that can be molded, after being heated up in a number of ways. That last would be perfect for my initial needs, especially since, if it goes wrong, simply heating it back up means no loss. That would be a problem in some applications, but toilets and high heat should never really mix. Once I get the design worked out, it's just a matter of creating attachment points, with, say, spring hinges. Then, possibly, considering a silicone layer to insulate it all, and make it easier to clean? I don't know. All I know is that I am on track to actually... fix a personal problem. Maybe. There are even ways to add color, if a toilet isn't white. Mine are white, but I like blue, electric blue. getting the color down might... be a bit more of a trick. And I am not sure if I should use it with the plastic itself, or attempt to use it with the silicone. Yeah, yeah. Hmm... I bet I could learn to mold a face into it. *sly grins* Hey, just... thinking.
Two more hours before I can nap. Bleh. Later.
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It's still early in the day, but I have to tell you, I am not feeling it. Tinkering, researching... sitting. I am still going to try to push through and get noodles going shortly. I can do the meat any time after that. A pork roast will be the meat. I prefer chicken or beef with noodles. Then again, I am not sure I have ever tried pork and noodles? Have you? It sounds good, to me. A little gravy for into the mix, but adding some fluid so it isn't exactly thick? Yeah, more like a noodle stew, at least that is how I remember my mother doing it. Oh yeah.
Two more hours before I can nap. Bleh. Later.
A couple of morning chuckles.
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The first? Actually I found it helpful. More, it was served in a way I could consume the advice. Wisdom doesn't always have to be coming from a door hitting you in the face, does it?
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The first? Actually I found it helpful. More, it was served in a way I could consume the advice. Wisdom doesn't always have to be coming from a door hitting you in the face, does it?
Another good night of sleep.
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Oh yes, to bed by 22:00, perhaps as late as 23:00? Something. It took a while to settle in, meaning midnight was about the time I finally slept. Which is just fine. I slept well. Dreams, again, but just out of reach to memory, again. When I first woke, I remembered some bits but that faded swiftly. I can, if I wish, cement them into memory. Either I wasn't awake enough at the time, they were too complicated in my state at the time to do so, or the memories weren't interesting to me, at the time. I woke at 4:00.
Not wanting today to be like yesterday, I did a few things differently. I turned the heat up, first thing. I had an apple as a precursor to eggs and bacon in a bit. Medicine is about to go down as well. My trouble, right now, may just be getting used to this new time slot of a schedule. I raced to it, really, in a few days. Actually, in the last year, and give or take when medicines are more level, I seem to switch schedules, wanted or not, much more quickly and strongly. If you have ever been an alternating shift worker, you know how that goes, if you ever got it down. My problem is, I don't want it to switch. On the bad side, when I lose control, my days are gone fast. On the good side, it doesn't take weeks to get my day cycle back, when I can finally work on it.
Yeah, today I am going to try to figure out how to push on through. I really want to make egg noodles today, and make a roast for that. I would also like to use the steam vac, and maybe set up the living room for a hit today or tomorrow. My bedroom is on the list for some spit and polish. I won't do more in my room, probably, than to arrange a few things, deconstruct a few areas, and pull some stuff into the spare bedroom. If I get enough done in there, I will then switch to actually sleep in the spare bedroom. We will see, on that score. Anything else I might happen to do will just happen to be done.
My mind has been working on the bathroom problem. I have decided on what to do, just not how to do it. What I really need to do, first, is figure out how to create a mockup of the device I am considering, figure out how to mold hard plastic, mold silicone to it or something, and work on the mechanics of it. Well, and figure out how to attach it to the seat. At this point I don't know how big it needs to be, the best angles, or some other things. I have done a bit of research. Hard plastics can be molded at home, though... I am not quite sure how practically. There is wood carving, which would just as easily take a silicone shell. I'm just not sure. I've worked out the mechanism to allow for some things, but not how to securely, surely, attach it to the seat. Yes, I do have that kind of mind. Stupid, mostly useless, but... it is being applied to my needs, and in the situation I find myself, with all other givens.
Well... on to waking up. A spot of breakfast in a bit, after waking and getting going a bit more. Probably planning on another nap at around noon, if I would like to try to go down right at noon and set the alarm again. I just need a little help adjusting, but I need to be careful not to let the nap get out of hand, either, and alter my schedule. So very careful. Later.
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Oh yes, to bed by 22:00, perhaps as late as 23:00? Something. It took a while to settle in, meaning midnight was about the time I finally slept. Which is just fine. I slept well. Dreams, again, but just out of reach to memory, again. When I first woke, I remembered some bits but that faded swiftly. I can, if I wish, cement them into memory. Either I wasn't awake enough at the time, they were too complicated in my state at the time to do so, or the memories weren't interesting to me, at the time. I woke at 4:00.
Not wanting today to be like yesterday, I did a few things differently. I turned the heat up, first thing. I had an apple as a precursor to eggs and bacon in a bit. Medicine is about to go down as well. My trouble, right now, may just be getting used to this new time slot of a schedule. I raced to it, really, in a few days. Actually, in the last year, and give or take when medicines are more level, I seem to switch schedules, wanted or not, much more quickly and strongly. If you have ever been an alternating shift worker, you know how that goes, if you ever got it down. My problem is, I don't want it to switch. On the bad side, when I lose control, my days are gone fast. On the good side, it doesn't take weeks to get my day cycle back, when I can finally work on it.
Yeah, today I am going to try to figure out how to push on through. I really want to make egg noodles today, and make a roast for that. I would also like to use the steam vac, and maybe set up the living room for a hit today or tomorrow. My bedroom is on the list for some spit and polish. I won't do more in my room, probably, than to arrange a few things, deconstruct a few areas, and pull some stuff into the spare bedroom. If I get enough done in there, I will then switch to actually sleep in the spare bedroom. We will see, on that score. Anything else I might happen to do will just happen to be done.
My mind has been working on the bathroom problem. I have decided on what to do, just not how to do it. What I really need to do, first, is figure out how to create a mockup of the device I am considering, figure out how to mold hard plastic, mold silicone to it or something, and work on the mechanics of it. Well, and figure out how to attach it to the seat. At this point I don't know how big it needs to be, the best angles, or some other things. I have done a bit of research. Hard plastics can be molded at home, though... I am not quite sure how practically. There is wood carving, which would just as easily take a silicone shell. I'm just not sure. I've worked out the mechanism to allow for some things, but not how to securely, surely, attach it to the seat. Yes, I do have that kind of mind. Stupid, mostly useless, but... it is being applied to my needs, and in the situation I find myself, with all other givens.
Well... on to waking up. A spot of breakfast in a bit, after waking and getting going a bit more. Probably planning on another nap at around noon, if I would like to try to go down right at noon and set the alarm again. I just need a little help adjusting, but I need to be careful not to let the nap get out of hand, either, and alter my schedule. So very careful. Later.
Monday, January 27, 2014
Ready for bed.
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I was thinking, for do-nothing day I am pretty done in. Then I realized, that is why it was an empty day. Sleep. I have been able to think of little else. Tired. My eyes have been watering, much as my mouth when informed by my nose that a steak has been cooked and is almost done. I just need to take my medicine. But first I have to get up. Yeah, those are difficult tasks. It's one of those days.
See you tomorrow, or not, or something, or whatever. Gah! Can't think. Hope this is being written correctly. Good night.
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I was thinking, for do-nothing day I am pretty done in. Then I realized, that is why it was an empty day. Sleep. I have been able to think of little else. Tired. My eyes have been watering, much as my mouth when informed by my nose that a steak has been cooked and is almost done. I just need to take my medicine. But first I have to get up. Yeah, those are difficult tasks. It's one of those days.
See you tomorrow, or not, or something, or whatever. Gah! Can't think. Hope this is being written correctly. Good night.
How can I get nothing done?
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Sadly, that is easy. If I have nothing to give, no matter my intent, that is exactly what can be expected. It is like asking the average working man why he doesn't take trips to Paris, or cruises to the Caribbean, or spend a week skiing in the Swiss Alps. Well, because he can't. And, people who can simply do not understand that most can't. Some of them not only don't understand, they think they are special, but not rich, somehow. You are rich in "do". My wallet is bare of "do". That's all.
The nap was good. The alarm was needed. Actually, I slept through it for an half hour, and one snooze, but eventually it worked. I think something has moved in. The sun is gone, though that might just be the time of day. It feels like a front, or something, is coming through. The extra heat I have gone back to seems to help with physical pains. Nothing, however, can bring energy back. Not right at this moment. As I have suggested, I just need to tend the little things, like food, and keeping up on the cave, perhaps doing a bit more when I can, and wait for my body to heal, the weather to improve, get used to medicine, or whatever is going on. And so I will. I so want to just crawl back into bed but I won't, not yet. If I can make it to 20:00 I will be pleased. Harshly tired though.
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Sadly, that is easy. If I have nothing to give, no matter my intent, that is exactly what can be expected. It is like asking the average working man why he doesn't take trips to Paris, or cruises to the Caribbean, or spend a week skiing in the Swiss Alps. Well, because he can't. And, people who can simply do not understand that most can't. Some of them not only don't understand, they think they are special, but not rich, somehow. You are rich in "do". My wallet is bare of "do". That's all.
The nap was good. The alarm was needed. Actually, I slept through it for an half hour, and one snooze, but eventually it worked. I think something has moved in. The sun is gone, though that might just be the time of day. It feels like a front, or something, is coming through. The extra heat I have gone back to seems to help with physical pains. Nothing, however, can bring energy back. Not right at this moment. As I have suggested, I just need to tend the little things, like food, and keeping up on the cave, perhaps doing a bit more when I can, and wait for my body to heal, the weather to improve, get used to medicine, or whatever is going on. And so I will. I so want to just crawl back into bed but I won't, not yet. If I can make it to 20:00 I will be pleased. Harshly tired though.
An idiot? If you don't think so...
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Whoever you are speaking with, or reading, comes across as cogent, simple but true, solid, and right? Just keep them talking or keep reading. Eventually you will find it. Now, there are levels of idiocy, mind you. There is the simple, humble, idiot. These folks are actually a pleasure to deal with. Often they do understand their state, but know there is little to do about it, so set about to live kind lives. A joy, I tell you. Then there are those who are just bright enough to nearly pass. Often they don't know they are idiots. They read something and believe they now know how the universe works. They hear something, and that makes them knowledgeable. Then there are those who are above average. They aren't your typical idiot, and defy the definition in most ways. Until, as I suggested, they talk or write more. Eventually you see it. And, the rarest of idiots are the geniuses. Oddly, as with the humble idiot, they actually stand out like a sore thumb. While they do actually understand much, they often have no capacity to action, and knowing how something works doesn't always mean that they can do a thing about it. In this sense, the humble idiot is often superior, because while he may not know, he often can and will do.
It's an interesting world. And we are all idiots. We are often ignorant no matter our education, and the more of the latter the worse the ignorance more often than not. But that doesn't mean I have to be gloomy about it. Get out, meet and great the other idiots. Figure out what motivates their folly, what areas are weaker and stronger in yourself and them, and build on that. If given a pile of manure, too much time, and no real options, sculpt a friend? :)
A bit more breakfast was enjoyed. A few other things were done, including taking medicine and a bit of research on a number of topics. I found my art supplies, and even have some actual art paper with some bite, for when I work up to charcoal. I did, actually, need to turn the thermostat back up. My muscles hurt and I was getting very sleepy. My body just isn't ready for my usual way of life, and the cold. I stayed up as long as I could, but being too cool will require me to take a nap, which I am about to do. After? Noodles, I hope. No trip to town, too worn from the activities of late and yesterday's trip. Noodles and cooking a roast, I think, will be about it. Hmm? Yeah. Though, maybe steam vacuuming a bit. Dunno. I'll think more when I wake. Alarm will be set. Later.
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Whoever you are speaking with, or reading, comes across as cogent, simple but true, solid, and right? Just keep them talking or keep reading. Eventually you will find it. Now, there are levels of idiocy, mind you. There is the simple, humble, idiot. These folks are actually a pleasure to deal with. Often they do understand their state, but know there is little to do about it, so set about to live kind lives. A joy, I tell you. Then there are those who are just bright enough to nearly pass. Often they don't know they are idiots. They read something and believe they now know how the universe works. They hear something, and that makes them knowledgeable. Then there are those who are above average. They aren't your typical idiot, and defy the definition in most ways. Until, as I suggested, they talk or write more. Eventually you see it. And, the rarest of idiots are the geniuses. Oddly, as with the humble idiot, they actually stand out like a sore thumb. While they do actually understand much, they often have no capacity to action, and knowing how something works doesn't always mean that they can do a thing about it. In this sense, the humble idiot is often superior, because while he may not know, he often can and will do.
It's an interesting world. And we are all idiots. We are often ignorant no matter our education, and the more of the latter the worse the ignorance more often than not. But that doesn't mean I have to be gloomy about it. Get out, meet and great the other idiots. Figure out what motivates their folly, what areas are weaker and stronger in yourself and them, and build on that. If given a pile of manure, too much time, and no real options, sculpt a friend? :)
A bit more breakfast was enjoyed. A few other things were done, including taking medicine and a bit of research on a number of topics. I found my art supplies, and even have some actual art paper with some bite, for when I work up to charcoal. I did, actually, need to turn the thermostat back up. My muscles hurt and I was getting very sleepy. My body just isn't ready for my usual way of life, and the cold. I stayed up as long as I could, but being too cool will require me to take a nap, which I am about to do. After? Noodles, I hope. No trip to town, too worn from the activities of late and yesterday's trip. Noodles and cooking a roast, I think, will be about it. Hmm? Yeah. Though, maybe steam vacuuming a bit. Dunno. I'll think more when I wake. Alarm will be set. Later.
Another day, and maybe a good one.
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Sleep was beautiful. I might even call it perfect. I think there were some dreams in there, that drifted in and out. No recall remains, consciously. Sometimes notions come to me, though, from whatever happens in there, even when I don't seem to remember. But the rest was good. While still a sinner, I have done what I can for my part. More to do, surely, but there will be until the day I die, on that score and more. It was about 6:00. I had the alarm set for 10:00, to give some leeway. Hehe! I remembered to turn the darned thing off so I don't hear this annoying sound for an hour in the background before it becomes annoying enough for me to locate and tend. Dang thing anyway.
I woke to a small bit of sorrowful expressions. A sadness that comes with life and the knowledge of death, and change. A whole bunch of things came from it, including tears, as I sat reflecting on the notion. Remember when you graduated highschool? college? Perhaps when you married? When changing jobs you liked or held for some time? Maybe when you moved? At some point in your life, when you realized you weren't young any more? Yeah, it was that. For some reason, I had great empathy for my mother. I realized, as if seeing the world through her eyes, that pain, for a bit. This is a sadness that gets heavier with age. As you lose friends, family - what you had held as precious and certain in your youth and ignorance - as you get closer to death. Death is a path we all walk alone, even the walk up those gallows steps.
I am mostly over it, once I could figure it out. It will probably be there for a bit, off and on, until the thing has worked it's way out of my conscious and unconscious tinkering. I know it more akin to how my mother knows it, if not quite as only a woman can know it. For I have not just walked those steps, but have seen the rope cinched, even had that lever pulled to various effects include there and back. I know that for which I write. There is an odd joy to it, if you go there for the right reasons or in a right state. But ringed by the sadness, too. Only hope and faith offer joy, mostly.
Ah, but I have things to do. Fruit was purchased yesterday, and an orange was had right after feeding the girls. Perhaps eggs and bacon, or a bagel, in a bit, as well. They were quite pleased to have a quick breakfast. I turned the heat up just a tad. I no longer seem to need it at 80, as I have for weeks. I can handle 72 to 74, and as I adjust to medicines again, I may be able to put it down to my normal 62-66. Medicine plays havoc with my system, it seems.
Today? Nothing fancy. I can't let distractions get in the way if I want to get things done. Perhaps a batch of noodles later. Maybe getting the steam vacuum going on some rugs and figuring out a plan of attack for the living room. Looking over my bedroom to figure out how best to clean that area would be good. And, probably, pressure cooking a roast to go with the noodles after they dry, if I get to the noodles. As well, finding recipes for several planned meals, finding art supplies as they are, and maybe another trip to town for a few odd pieces of art supplies I don't have. Oh, and I would like to figure out how to... set up my bathroom, for man, or ogre really, ways. Never mind, just that, when forced to sit by needs and musts my already poor aim goes downhill a great deal and I want to... figure something out for that. I am amazed at how well my life is opening up, how well I am able to balance things and do things, and how I seem to be figuring out matters that have long vexed me. I still don't feel the best, but, as I had guessed, I don't need to feel good. I simply need to be well enough in order to function more fully. And I am, seemingly, well enough to encroach on the realm of functionality, if not quite well enough to feel good about any of it, or life itself, quite yet.
Got that? I didn't. I wrote something. I just hope half of it is true enough, the grammar and spelling is readable, and... Never mind. On to waking up. Have a good morning.
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Ah, but I have things to do. Fruit was purchased yesterday, and an orange was had right after feeding the girls. Perhaps eggs and bacon, or a bagel, in a bit, as well. They were quite pleased to have a quick breakfast. I turned the heat up just a tad. I no longer seem to need it at 80, as I have for weeks. I can handle 72 to 74, and as I adjust to medicines again, I may be able to put it down to my normal 62-66. Medicine plays havoc with my system, it seems.
Got that? I didn't. I wrote something. I just hope half of it is true enough, the grammar and spelling is readable, and... Never mind. On to waking up. Have a good morning.
Sunday, January 26, 2014
Oh, nearing bedtime.
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A very good, if slow, day. Beside shopping, and some well satisfied cats, I was out of hard cat food and the booing was rather loud, I am well stocked for cooking fresh foods, including adding vegetables. And more, the cleaning supplies, most of them that I wanted, are now in stock. I worked on the pressure cooker tonight. Okay, the hype was definitely more than reality. It worked better than anything else I have available, however. And, perhaps, over time, I can renew the pot to a like-new condition. It is much better. Further, I bought a cleaner and treatment for the glass cooktop. I got to that a bit after working on the pan and after supper, then a bit of a rest. Bringing in all of the purchases wore me out, and I wasn't moving fast anyway. The stove top is now mirror reflecting clean. I can't wait to see if cleanup is easier, after applying this stuff. I'll cook something tomorrow. And I plan on making egg noodles as well. Hmm... I think I have cooling racks, more for cookies, but it should work. Or I will have to tinkertrain something else.
I have been doing little cleaning jobs, here and there, the last few days. Little is the operative word. But I have been looking for the runners, too. Little by little, while keeping on top of the daily stuff, I am really advancing. I gave up on finding the runners, so while shopping today, I bought new ones. I want the carpets cleaned! Urhm, when I can get to that big of a job. Perhaps half of the room at a time? Yes, perhaps.
A few beers tonight, for all my good deeds. Not much, it seems my thirst has drained away. I should be getting to bed, perhaps setting the alarm but with room to compensate for the day. It hasn't been a great deal of effort, but in my recent condition, it has been three or four days worth of effort. It's just the way it is. I have found it is easier to work with my body, even in it's dreadful state, than try to whip it around. I lose on that score, almost... no... every time, for sure, one way or another.
I was watching a show, while eating dinner, tonight. It looks like a precursor to the Twilight Zone. That's not what got me. What did get me was watching a young couple go through various parts of their relationship. It was so natural, lovely really. The squabbles, kissing and making up literally or figuratively, playing together, being friends. The actors did a splendid job. Relationship between a man and his woman is the funniest cycling of events imaginable. But... sweet, too. Yeah, I miss that. The good and the bad. At least, from this distance in time, and space. It could grow on me again, even if I don't really like girls! Cooties and all, you know. :) At least I have known some love in my time, some real love I like to think. And even remember it fondly. So little is about THAT, but it is the solution set that makes anything else even possible, for me. A pleasant television experience, comingled with experience, memory.
Oh, tomorrow? We will see. The hope is to work on noodles, start on my bedroom, perhaps steam vacuum some of the carpets, look for simple art supplies, a little research on propane as I think I am considering some heating, perhaps another stove, and maybe a drier that work off that, and... and... I don't know? I guess I will just have to tune in and find out, like the rest of you. Any ideas?
I ought to get settled and ready for bed. Good night.
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A very good, if slow, day. Beside shopping, and some well satisfied cats, I was out of hard cat food and the booing was rather loud, I am well stocked for cooking fresh foods, including adding vegetables. And more, the cleaning supplies, most of them that I wanted, are now in stock. I worked on the pressure cooker tonight. Okay, the hype was definitely more than reality. It worked better than anything else I have available, however. And, perhaps, over time, I can renew the pot to a like-new condition. It is much better. Further, I bought a cleaner and treatment for the glass cooktop. I got to that a bit after working on the pan and after supper, then a bit of a rest. Bringing in all of the purchases wore me out, and I wasn't moving fast anyway. The stove top is now mirror reflecting clean. I can't wait to see if cleanup is easier, after applying this stuff. I'll cook something tomorrow. And I plan on making egg noodles as well. Hmm... I think I have cooling racks, more for cookies, but it should work. Or I will have to tinkertrain something else.
I have been doing little cleaning jobs, here and there, the last few days. Little is the operative word. But I have been looking for the runners, too. Little by little, while keeping on top of the daily stuff, I am really advancing. I gave up on finding the runners, so while shopping today, I bought new ones. I want the carpets cleaned! Urhm, when I can get to that big of a job. Perhaps half of the room at a time? Yes, perhaps.
A few beers tonight, for all my good deeds. Not much, it seems my thirst has drained away. I should be getting to bed, perhaps setting the alarm but with room to compensate for the day. It hasn't been a great deal of effort, but in my recent condition, it has been three or four days worth of effort. It's just the way it is. I have found it is easier to work with my body, even in it's dreadful state, than try to whip it around. I lose on that score, almost... no... every time, for sure, one way or another.
I was watching a show, while eating dinner, tonight. It looks like a precursor to the Twilight Zone. That's not what got me. What did get me was watching a young couple go through various parts of their relationship. It was so natural, lovely really. The squabbles, kissing and making up literally or figuratively, playing together, being friends. The actors did a splendid job. Relationship between a man and his woman is the funniest cycling of events imaginable. But... sweet, too. Yeah, I miss that. The good and the bad. At least, from this distance in time, and space. It could grow on me again, even if I don't really like girls! Cooties and all, you know. :) At least I have known some love in my time, some real love I like to think. And even remember it fondly. So little is about THAT, but it is the solution set that makes anything else even possible, for me. A pleasant television experience, comingled with experience, memory.
Oh, tomorrow? We will see. The hope is to work on noodles, start on my bedroom, perhaps steam vacuum some of the carpets, look for simple art supplies, a little research on propane as I think I am considering some heating, perhaps another stove, and maybe a drier that work off that, and... and... I don't know? I guess I will just have to tune in and find out, like the rest of you. Any ideas?
I ought to get settled and ready for bed. Good night.
To town and back. A tale by...
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Never mind. I did make it. I was dragging getting ready, then getting out of the door. Once out I am fine. To the bank, though I need to go again, soon. Then to the art stores, both of which were closed. Really? Then on to my first grocery store, then on to Walmart for cat food. Actually they do have better prices on the mid/high level cat foods, and offer it in larger bags/boxes.
Finally, buying groceries isn't such a worry. I am actually cooking, and fairly regularly. Fresh onions, carrots, celery, for the stew trifecta. Bagels and cream cheese, extra eggs, even some mushrooms, for various meals during the day. Oh, and I was out of beer. I've had a hankering, which was cut short last time as I only had eight beers. I can only seem to find the eighteen packs. Why, that's just a Doom cup and a half. Literally, with my stein holding a twelve pack. I have found steins that are a bit smaller and I will be purchasing one before too long. A couple of liters is just about perfect for me. While is short of a six pack, technically, being that a 12 ounce bottle usually averages about 11 ounces, it works out. You didn't know that? Me either, until I did some checking. I don't know why they bother with two handles on the thing though. ymmv
I am well stocked for sides for a week or two of cooking. I also bought chicken to pressure cook in the future, and some cheaper roasts to try. All in the freezer as I have plenty thawed that will need to be cooked. I was surprised to find bar keeper's helper easily. I bought several containers, as I know I have work to do already, and wanted to have extra on hand. Dang it, forget general cleaner, I am out. Pie filling was purchased, in several varieties. I only needed milk, otherwise. Though, I think, technically, I needed butter too, which I did get.
Yes, I am ready for some cooking experiments, clean up, and decent dining from my own kitchen. Yes, I get decent meals coming in, but it's nice to make something myself once in a while. Hmm... I have a few things to do. Later.
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Never mind. I did make it. I was dragging getting ready, then getting out of the door. Once out I am fine. To the bank, though I need to go again, soon. Then to the art stores, both of which were closed. Really? Then on to my first grocery store, then on to Walmart for cat food. Actually they do have better prices on the mid/high level cat foods, and offer it in larger bags/boxes.
Finally, buying groceries isn't such a worry. I am actually cooking, and fairly regularly. Fresh onions, carrots, celery, for the stew trifecta. Bagels and cream cheese, extra eggs, even some mushrooms, for various meals during the day. Oh, and I was out of beer. I've had a hankering, which was cut short last time as I only had eight beers. I can only seem to find the eighteen packs. Why, that's just a Doom cup and a half. Literally, with my stein holding a twelve pack. I have found steins that are a bit smaller and I will be purchasing one before too long. A couple of liters is just about perfect for me. While is short of a six pack, technically, being that a 12 ounce bottle usually averages about 11 ounces, it works out. You didn't know that? Me either, until I did some checking. I don't know why they bother with two handles on the thing though. ymmv
I am well stocked for sides for a week or two of cooking. I also bought chicken to pressure cook in the future, and some cheaper roasts to try. All in the freezer as I have plenty thawed that will need to be cooked. I was surprised to find bar keeper's helper easily. I bought several containers, as I know I have work to do already, and wanted to have extra on hand. Dang it, forget general cleaner, I am out. Pie filling was purchased, in several varieties. I only needed milk, otherwise. Though, I think, technically, I needed butter too, which I did get.
Yes, I am ready for some cooking experiments, clean up, and decent dining from my own kitchen. Yes, I get decent meals coming in, but it's nice to make something myself once in a while. Hmm... I have a few things to do. Later.
Alright, things are moving better.
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I had the juice to kick through the day. It's been a long time since I could do that natively. Up to now, pushing meant mega pain, or an instant shut-off where I nearly hit the floor when pushing, or other limiters. I stayed up until ~18:00, with ease. And I planned on shutting it down, cooled the place off in a timely manner to help, and nailed my target. Waking at ~midnight, getting up was easy. For some odd reason I had to get up two or three times during the night for bladder problems. I think my body was ignoring the water pill, for whatever reason, and I had been storing a lot of fluid. Sometimes the pills just don't work. I am a biological anomaly or pills don't do what they are supposed to do, when they are supposed to do it, all the time? I hadn't had a water pill since I woke up yesterday. Shouldn't have done that. I didn't drink more than usual. Whatever.
So, today, with days sort of back on the menu? To town, I hope. I have a lot of shopping to do. Too much? I'll... know soon enough, if I make it. I need both types of cat food, as well as my laundry list, and cabbage. Commenting over at Brigid's, reading through other comments (yeah, I actually do that, sometimes), and I noticed one of the commenters suggesting cabbage. That's dang fine stuff, and goes very well with the pressure cooked meats. Toss in carrots, onion, and I might try whole garlic, and you have a meal in a pot. I like noodles, once in a while. Meat and, I suppose some vegetables when they somehow land near the cooked meat, is just how I am. Vegetables though? I still don't get it, and doubt if I really need them. Still, for my mother's sake... or something. The poor woman worries.
I did notice an item that would be cool to check out. Yeah, you don't need this device, especially if you don't depend on it to actually fully cook your foods. I have done this method with just a large amount of hot tap water, and it does work, for thinner pieces of fish and meat, if I also always cook it a bit after it has worked it's way out. Oh, I'll never buy this item, but it does look cool. I would use it, some, if I had it, for quick easy meals. I would have more fish in my diet, probably. By the way, what I call a diet and what you call a diet are... probably... very different things. Then again, as you gain, I lose, so... But never mind, believe what you were told and continue on dieting. As will I. Yum! Hmm... I wonder if such a device could me made, and well, if not as pretty, with a few pieces and parts and a solid used "cooler"? I ought to look around, because this is a convenient way to cook, if to do it just through this requires... some serious exactitude.
Well... a shower, in a bit. Feeding the girls right away though, I think. Or I'll have grumpy little folk hurrying me the whole time. Later.
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