Another good night of sleep.

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I didn't actually get to bed until slightly after 2:00.  When I did crawl into bed I was out faster than I could wonder how long it would take.  I woke just a bit after 7:00, I think.  I am a bit rough, but that is sort of the usual lately.  I keep hoping to either wake to a day where I am ready to go or work my way into it.  After yesterday, I really don't feel like pushing again today.  If I can finish the dishes and generally restore the kitchen, I will both be a bit surprised and pleased.  If I can try on the snow shoes rig, and walk around in that, even better.  Anything beyond that... sounds painful.  I don't want another emergency nap.

I supposed I could draw.  The thing is my focus is little better than my physical ability to push.  Even things I enjoy doing are no joy.  This is why this illness is so hated, above all the easy to see reasons.  It isn't just potentially lethal, it literally can steal my life, the essence, out of me, on bad days.  So very tired.  But, I have been doing relatively well in spite of it, in an odd... off... way.  That just doesn't mean I am ready for a space walk, or a hunting trip to Africa, or... or much else.  It just means I am doing good enough, with the givens, to somehow find a little smirk.  Go ahead, show me a fresh new confession to sign.  *spit*  *snigger*  Hehehe.

I did take my stats this morning.  Weight is it's usual, blood sugar is slightly high, bp is very good, 125/82 or so, and pulse was a little high.  But it's all coming back into the shape I had it pre-messup.  I am hoping to add taking stats to my morning lineup, with diabetes testing happening twice a day every other day - the second testing alternating between before meals and after meals, with the morning testing being fasting.  I didn't sleep long enough for that to be an actual fasting test this time, but that will come around.  If I need a nap, I need to figure out how to take it earlier.  The thing about naps, right now, is that they seriously endanger my day schedule.  That is fragile.

Well, that is as much of an update as I can muster for now.  Later.