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The nap was wretched but being awake in the heat was worse. I have to figure something out. It is now getting to 80 in the house. I am not sure why, as I don't think it was that bad last year. Then again I could simply have been in better shape, in some weird way. It is 10 to 15 degrees hotter outside. Given that I have no ac, that is quite a difference, but it isn't enough. I am shutting all but the back windows much earlier as the heat of the day is quicker and fiercer. Moving the fan to blow right on me does help a bit more. No more oscillation, just a steady stream of hot but moving air.

I keep thinking about this man being called a terrorist. While I share few of his ideals and would not kill, at this point, I have to think that what he has done is neither incorrect nor abominable. What he has done is point out that his way of life and his very culture, what of it is left after socialism, is being shredded. He was raised in a soft socialism that allowed him to do as he pleased. No real rules were set in place. The Church is dead there, so there no sin to them. Oh, there are laws, but, what of them? Everyone could pretty much to anything, even the most severe crimes are lightly punished (if you can call it punishment). His people became lax. Work ethic doesn't really exist. Having children? Why bother, there is the state. Some still do, but more for obscure reasons. Children, if they are anything like America, are often more like pets. Aren't they so CUTE!

Then, once they had this perfect slow but comfortable suicide going, the government and business decided they needed volume for workers. So, they brought in people. Those people are not only foreign, they are outright hostile to everything that has been put in place. They are criminally, if unpunished for it, insensitive. They are literally murdering and raping and at most receiving light taps of so-called justice. Their government just opened the door. Further, they breed fast compared to the slow almost accidental breeding native population. They are violent and uneducated, indoctrinated, and they believe they have a free pass to that.

So, he commits genocide against a group of children from those who have brought about these changes and... people act surprised, startled, taken aback. Why in the world would he do such a thing? Why? He points out very clearly by his actions exactly what his state is doing to his people, albeit slowly. His government encouraged it's people not to breed. It encouraged them not to work hard. It discouraged everything from the native population that would have precluded this large, hostile, foreign group being needed. And then it brought them in head-over-heals. His government IS murdering his people, just more slowly through encouraged abortion, contraception, and assisted suicide, and through proxy of a violent group of foreigners. The Spanish Inquisition was not brought about because muslims are negotiable peaceful people. It wasn't brought about because they are lawful. They were quite willing to take on the Catholic faith in spite of having no such affiliation. They do NOT assimilate, at all, ever. Nor have they ever.

What he did, some will say, is absolutely and unequivocally wrong. I can't say that. I won't say it. I will say it is unfortunate he saw the need, or more that the need exists. It is unfortunate he had to waste his life fighting for his people, many of whom will never even understand until it is far too late (which, if I am guessing, unless nations go the way of this man and the Spain of antiquities if in a secular fashion as that is all they have), then it is too late. It is probably true with America as well. In some ways, it is probably "later" on that timeline in America than it is in Europe.

Advocate? I advocate little. I just see what is happening. And I can't blame the participants for fury, hatred, murder, especially since they have been trained that there is no real good or bad. Further, is it murder to want to survive? I find it quite unfortunate that our dear leaders have left people with no choice. It almost looks like they set this up. Some say ignorance is bliss, others say there is no such thing as ignorance. Perhaps their notions are merely impossible dreamers, poets, artists of politics stretching dreams too far. I don't think so. I think either knowingly directly or indirectly they charged ahead hoping to create the kind of murderous frenzy that allows populists to gain even more power, and as always eventual hard defeat. I suppose they keep hoping for the Stalin, Pol Pot, or Obama who will win and either keep it going forever and disappear history as they have tried to do, or will wipe out man. The pigs tail and snout are so similar when the light is fading. I guess I am saying who can be right in any of what is about to unfold?

I will hold onto my Christian faith, even if it kills me. I will not push over that line and attempt to take the most Godly path available. I won't do for others what they do not desire, not even for their own good. I would recommend you find God and hold onto Him. I think that was the shot heard around history.