Still awake, just unsure.

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Oh, sure, I get comfortable and used to one set of circumstances to turn around and have to change my expectations and habits.  Now sleep won't come.  That part of it is fine, I really enjoy being awake.  Though this wakefulness is more akin to... a middling thing.  It is something between sleep and being fully awake.  And my day schedule seems shot.  I'll keep working on it.

I noted, myself, that the more I knew when going to college, the less I liked about what I was seeing.  Though I never finished school, I have tinkered with computers for some number of years on the side.  Electronics, computers, devices, communications... I started to realize that they are completely untenable regarding security, privacy, and such.  Paranoid, I was called.  No, not really.

This is just one of two men, recently, who have commented on this topic.  These aren't grumpy old men in pajamas, railing at a world long lost.  These are IT security people, and not the ones at the bottom of the chain.  Actually, if you have someone who works in the field, talk to them some time.  If you want to see a chill go down their spine, ask if they think government secrets, weapons systems, or nuclear plants are secure.  The look on their face will tell you.  Now, how much more secure are those things than your machine?  Yeah...  There is not much to do about it at this point.  Just... offering some proof. Don't get all fussy, just understand.

I am still not sure what is going to happen, or when, regarding shopping, work, or anything.  I'm in the gray zone.  I can still point, laugh, grimace, try to sneak up on my kittehs (if not usually very successfully), or just... write.  It's something.

Later, good night, or whatever.