Changing my mind?

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Yes, but not without having gathered more information.  With the privatizing of my blog and meals coming in.  After doing a bit of checking, trial and error type, I have found the problem with my blog.  I need to correct some things regarding the modem or type of connection.  Beyond that, I will probably not be able to keep those who know how from accessing the blog.  As for meals, after a good long chat with one of the main participants, uhrm and a large serving of beef ribs, brown rice with kale, carrots, and brussels sprouts...  I have decided to continue with that.  I have learned how to ask questions for answers that aren't eluded to, and finding them in data sets.  I am satisfied. 

Now, that doesn't mean I won't be looking to further supplement my food sources.  Like I suggested, adding MRE's and some other things would both bolster my food stocks and give me something easy to eat a couple of times a week.  Simply, until I know if I can take the job of feeding myself, I ought to at least check out whether I can do it.  I haven't eaten this well for most of my illness.  All but a few years where I lived with a woman who cooked or cooked for a woman who tended the rest, my life has been from one feast to the next, with starvation in between those feasts.  It wasn't healthy, in any way.  Nor was I usually in a position to do much about it.  Now, things are coming together in that direction, but...  We will see.

I got a shower in, dressed, and made it to town.  The tobacco store first, as it was mostly likely to have shorter hours being Sunday.  Then to the grocery store.  I didn't fill the freezer section, but I certainly gave it a decent shot.  Meats!  I also bought the makings for at least one batch of menudo, minus the hominy.  That just slipped my mind.  Oh, and a couple more corned beef brisket packs.  Those feed me for nearly a week!  Milk too, and assorted odds and ends.  It wasn't a perfect shopping experience, but it was as much as I could muster and it does set me up for another week or two of perishables I consider necessary and a few other things that should last me a month, maybe two months.

I did grab a meat at McDonalds on the way home.  While not fine dining, it worked.  I realized dinner would be coming in shortly after my meal.  I thought I would save it for later.  Beef ribs (though she cooks all meats so well that...  gah!  I am spoiled).  Anyway, it was... too good looking to pass up, so I have eaten twice, and hardy, today.  No problems, I haven't been eating much lately so it worked out.  Sure, a revision of my feasting and fasting, but more just a rare occurrence now, so I simply enjoyed. 

Oh, I best get my tags renewed!  Krimeny but that always sneaks up, and often nearly past, me.  There are other things I should do, too.  We will see.  Oh, trash and recycling tonight.  I think I can get to that.  Hmm, later.