Not the best, or worst, of days.

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Just a wee tired and physically feeling jostled.  No great pains, no solid joys, just another day of doldrums.  Far better than some recent days, and good enough.  I will not complain.  I don't think I will get to much today, and I may go back for a sort of nap.  Part of the sense of the blahs is that I am pushing my schedule back into days, I suspect.  I made it to 15:00, maybe 16:00 this afternoon, before crashing.  "Yesterday" (the sleep time of the cycle from the cycle before this, as that was Tuesday, "yesterday" was Wednesday... gets confusing), I was in bed by 10:00.  So, "yesterday" was quite a stretch.  Hmm, woke early, because, technically, "yesterday" is... also today.  Never mind, just... trust me.

Oh, I will feed the girls, and check the washer and dryer.  I'm not sure if anything was left in the wash.  I hope not, but... Then a nap?  Yeah.  Strange dreams of late.  I lose them, often before I wake.  I think I have been enjoying them, complex as they are.  Should you really dream, even if they might now work in real life, new fields of theoretical mathematics?  Sure, it is interesting, at least to me.  But aren't we supposed to have fun, or doing odd things, or have great fears in our dreams?  I dunno, just seems odd to me.  No, I can't remember the theory.  I truly wish I could.  I have tested these things out before, and have hit, and missed, profoundly.  At least I enjoy it, mostly.  Some little details take weeks in that dream world to sort out.  I truly do enjoy math and science.  At least the real stuff, that ends up being functional, useful, and a step in the right direction.

I did finish the last trophy from Dishonored.  I won't be buying DLC (download content).  The game just isn't that intriguing.  I did enjoy some of the play, and the style.  Even when I can kill, for example, even though it is just a game?  I prefer to avoid that.  I think of all those, in real life, good and bad and "neutral", who have died, rightly or wrongly or just in a timely required for the world fashion, and...  I don't prefer to kill.  Only if there is no other way or it is right and required.  I also know, in truth, there is no way for things to work without some killing in life.  Plants, beasts, men, blood must be spilled.  And it isn't always as we would prefer it, right or wrong or just.  In a game, where I can choose, even when it isn't actually practical in a real world setting, I choose mercy... or a very fast end.  Do unto others, all I'm saying.  As to the poster?  I may not be a lady, but I can definitely empathize, even emulate.  Oh my!  :p

As such I am on to another game.  I am not sure I really like it, but... I'll tinker with it.  Rarely do I truly enjoy a game up front.  And this game is particularly quirky regarding controls, poor in game connection to those in my opinion, and the number of controls jammed onto such a limited device.  I may create a cheatsheet.  But that only helps to learn over time, the learning curve is rather steep, so I will make many mistakes just learning.  Bleh.  I'll know it a bit.  The premise of the game, the wild West, is promising.  And I do understand, at that time, that force was applied in a bit more of a naked fashion, due to the realities that existed.  And, while sneaking isn't quite the thing in this game, there are non-lethal methods of play.  But those require mastering a learning curve that is... a bit bogus imho.  I just wish there was an in-game way to quit the game and a better save mechanism.  *grumbles while contemplating* 

Yeah, I guess it's not such a, bland, maudlin, or melancholy day after all, once I got going.  *grin*  Yeah, it may look bad.  But trust me, the grin says otherwise.  Still, a nap might improve on even this.  Perhaps I will find someone to somehow irritate in a dream?  Like that's difficult.  Thankfully is is pleasing.  Later.