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No pain, mind you. Not this time, or for now. But this has sure been a long haul getting back on medication, trying to get things done before doing that, and mucking it all up trying to go too fast on starting them. At least I survived the push. Hey, take what you can get in some venues. I am doing this on my own. Despite what the doctors tell me, I know the medication exacerbates the problems, greatly. And I am all of 99% positive "the problems"(tm) are heart related. I don't know where these people went to school, but I doubt if I want to know.
Their job might be health in their area, but it is also as sales reps for as many other V.A. services, especially the dying ones like psychology, as they can push. Returning vets have been warned off of V.A. services, in these areas, because those services are used as a club against veterans. To try to cut them off from the world socially, through stigma, and even legally. I was not properly warned. This new generation seems to have gotten and are following up and taking seriously, the warning to stay away from the V.A. mental health system. Go to a local mental health clinic, if you must. Find a "doctor" you can trust. Private "doctors" can't, so far, turn your sessions into a legal club to deny you your constitutional rights, as the V.A. can and does. And did to me, in spite of the fact that I don't have problems in that area, just a political belief system they don't like. I believe in America, or the America I knew once. Not this socialist monster it has become.
I will use medical treatment that works, and to my advantage. I will not grant it any authority it doesn't deserve, I will not be forced into anything, and I will speak the truth about what the V.A. is and does. I know psychology cannot help, I gave it over a decade to do so and it couldn't, didn't even try. If I had to guess, I would say it's job was to keep me disabled. Finally, understanding how bad my heart is, regardless of the fact that I outperform almost all at my level of illness, I understand what the problem was and remains, and am working on it. Never again will I be defrauded by false promises of care they can't perform, the bureaucratic malfeasance of that union system and the parts of it that are merely in existence to self perpetuate it's own employment and financial gains at the cost to myself and others. You are merely a guinea pig for some of their programs. How is that for clearing up some fog? I suppose you can say it did help clear up the fog, in some areas, but at a hefty cost to myself. Then again, getting bitten by a dog will also clear up the notion of whether to try to pet a strange dog. It doesn't fix the tetanus you might get from it, if you weren't covered for that though.
V.A. mental health services are an outright trap to defraud U.S. veterans of their constitution rights and manliness. Nothing more, nothing less. In this case, they lost. I will use the remaining services to treat what is wrong, leaving the rest to rot and die in infamy. Hitler, the left, and Stalin would be proud of the work of the V.A. mental health in helping to disarm the very people who should be armed in America... the guys who believe in rule of law, who believe in people making their own choices sans government interference, and the guys who shoot straight literally and figuratively. In other words, the guys the bad guys should, and do, fear. Finis.
Gahh! What a bureaucracy!
ReplyDeleteBe well on this Thanksgiving Day, you hear!
I've been invited to a meal with a local family. I'll do splendidly! Turkey and the rest, plus folk I have become somewhat familiar with.
ReplyDeleteI'm just putting out a warning for others. They should at least know what they are facing. Their "therapy" is turned over to the FBI and it is impossible to get that expunged, service connected or not.