A question for the intrepid adventurers here.

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There is a man, a local.  I call him friend, and I believe it to be mutual.  He doesn't know about me, about the same way you guys don't know about me... often.  :)  But I think he sees something there.  Entertaining?  Provocative but in a... usually reasonable manner if heavily weighted on one corner of the squared quad of reality?  Informative?  Perhaps with a different take on faith than what is allowed in church these days?  Perhaps just the first, entertainment, I never know, with certainty, anything.  I just approximate and shoot.

Aye, but he isn't just any man.  He is also the father of the young woman I have... had thoughts concerning.  Clean as those thoughts truly are, they do encompass the notion of more.  I don't... sexually ponder, mentally manhandle, good women.  You just have to trust me.  And, perhaps, some anger about that, even if he understands it rightly.  He is no more sure what to do with that than he is to do with me.  I cannot be sure about the exact nature of the anger.  Not everything is what it seems, and I have my ways of seeing past some nominally typical assumptions and into the heart of things, if I... can easily be mistaken.

The thing is, if he does visit, I think he enjoys it very much.  His miss-takes regarding what he reads here are no different than yours, or even mine (just... work with me).  Just, from his own perspective.  The thing is, I would like to invite him.  I thought to ask for his email, and just send a blind invitation.  But... that...  I must be sure he does indeed read here.  While I do sense, that... has to be... evaluated in real time before I move forward with something, anything I perceive that way actually.  That could be a huge mistake, should I be wrong.  So, should I decide to invite him, which I probably will but would like some feedback from you all, I will simply ask him if he reads here and if he wants to continue.

He will never comment, most likely.  That isn't the point.  He won't involve himself in any way, probably not visiting other bloggers.  Though I suspect his wife very much enjoys haiku, so she may.  And yes, when she can handle it, she reads here, or he shows her things.  She never knew... until it touched her, that something like haiku even had meaning.  She is still a bit... uncomfortable here, but...  for teh art?  :p  I am considering whether to... edit some things I have written since I closed shop to the public, or not.  If not, I will discuss another... THE... issue... with him.  No, just very passively unless he... has more interest in entertaining that conversation.  Brave or foolish, I do what I do.

Yes, yes... spiders have their power, and their weaknesses...  Must take things slowly, cautiously, but surely.  For standing still for too long is just as certain to invite failure, even death.  No, it is more surely to bring... well... Doom.  What do you think?  Yes, I know.  Mind-chess, psychic gobbledegook, craziness... It just happens to, probably, be correct.  I'm just looking for input.  Tear the ideas apart, feast on the marrow of their bones, reconstruct it your way, show why and why not.  Do your worst!


Yeah, I know.  I do have a flair for the dramatic.  But... that's just as likely as not why you bother to read here.  So... meh-r.