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I do things so naturally. As ill as I am, at times, I am actually a slight miracle. I don't see this. Add in size and mind and purpose and will, throw in the humility to suffer God's will and bow to His reason, add in exceptional combat skills even if dated, and you have a creature whose word is powerful. I don't see that. And, yet, from time to time, while I play, others get nervous. When I jest, people... even close folk, do checks to make sure everything is kosher. It is difficult being a giant. Even my laugh can incite terror. And, yeah, I suppose I understand. Which is why I do everything I can to keep my presentation as... benign... as possible.
How I see myself, mostly.
(especially if I ever get to snow shoeing)
How others seem to see things. Even from those who know me in real life, have known me for a long time. They just, well... aren't sure. Trust me. Really. It's all any of us are given, trust, and faith, and hope, and love, really. What I can do, what I want to do, what I should do... left to my own devices... sure. But they aren't left to my own devices. Surrendered to God's will. Oh, but, seriously? Don't tease me with fried chicken. By the way, it wasn't curiosity about the cage that brought him right to it. Two plus two equals ~ Fried Chicken!
Or even...
Now, there is probably something a little more... practical, between those two.
Old time friends, and those who have learned not to fear or cause reason to fear? Some treat me just like any other. Join them. Or even find... you, if you are right, and a man, aren't all that different.
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