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And so it is being had. The good side is that I see the need as being relatively short term. I am actually already feeling better from resting. I am almost itching to get back at things. I may do very minor tinkering today. My desktop, perhaps sanding the workbench, and watering the lawn. The garden has enough water. I won't water that, again, for two days, most likely, perhaps three. And, when I go to town, I will be purchasing a new water pressure regulator. The one in my system simply doesn't work. I have to go to the hardware store anyway, and it isn't a pricey piece.
Coffee, just a bit of waking time, then probably on to gaming. Perhaps sanding in a couple of hours. That shouldn't be a major task. After a rest from that, then on to clearing my desk, and maybe the coffee table in the living room... things I can do while seated, at a leisurely pace. I can't really water the lawn until 20:00-20:30, as I see things. One more watering out there, then maybe hitting some of the 'corners' of the yard that have been missed, in the next few days, and then starting a two or three time a week watering schedule. I simply don't have enough timers for the lawn and garden, though I might fix that, or start on that.
I do feel a bit trapped. When I have the energy, I feel the need to move, do, work, and play. But I always seem to overdo. I don't know, quite, how to moderate. Because of how my health is, that might, literally, not be possible. The target, goal posts, limits and my capacity to do, to heal from doing, and such, are all in constant drastic flux. What I could do, easily, yesterday, I might not be able to do today. It reminds me of what it must be like to be a the ball in a pinball game. When the quarter is in, it's all about being battered until you drop. But once in play, control isn't always to be had. Oh, there IS a glass ceiling, but that isn't what should concern you. Trapped. Still, it's nice to be able to put some points on the board again.
Later.

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