I don't want to go!

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Tired.  Really tired.  I've sort of been pushing.  It's not the big things.  Little things, lots of them.  Projects almost every day, several to many.  Some aren't noted here.  Some were never planned, they just happen as I see them or the thought occurs.  I'm getting ahead of my feet and heading for a stumble.  And yet I need to go to town, for several reasons.  Reasons I can't really negotiate.  I suppose I can, actually.  Perhaps put off shopping until tomorrow and deal with taxes later in the week.  And I may.  Not sure, may not have a choice.

I put the timer contraption together, set it and all.  It takes AA, oddly, and I keep those in stock.  It was simple enough, now to see if it will work.  After that, sanding.  And maybe a bit of other tinkering out there to get my workbench and some other things arranged.  After I get those, and a shower, I will consider the trip to town.  It's just not looking likely.  On the good side, I already have my inspection out of the way.  And I remember where I put the paperwork, if... it is where I remember.  Bleh.

Life is sort of a trap.  If you can't do much, then you are stuck with what you have, and as you are.  If you can do, then you must do.  The world and your stomach demand it.  A wife and children simply add to the demand.  Our very natures claim a chunk of our want for survival, and more.  I suppose there are some who want to simply receive, and do nothing.  And everybody looks at the various ways to the ends and considers which hard paths and which easy paths to attempt.  We can't fight all hard battles all the time.  The option isn't so much an option as an end.  A trap within a trap.

Oh, no complaints.  Just noticing, again, and evaluating it all as I sit here, sitting here.  Stewing about being stuck.  Stuck whichever way I go, whether by choice or not.  Not sure which is the way of being more stuck, having a choice or not.  Never mind.  I'll at least get a couple of chores done today.  Then take the weekend off, save for a shopping trip.  And I will work at getting to sleep a bit earlier.  That might be the full part of my problem, and some of it was my fault.  Later.