Awake, finally.

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Could not wake up, but did.  Eventually.  I didn't get to bed at midnight.  Just wouldn't go down.  It was more like 2:00.  Set the alarm for 10:00, heard it, turned it off.  Actually woke within the hour anyway.  A bit of will involved.  Figured it out though.  I've been forgetting medicines.  Not all of them.  Insulin has been going in.  Odd how I can literally forget, or lose track, of this or that, but not all of it.  Just... weird.  Anyway, took a dose this morning and will get back on track on that.  I did see something odd though.  While taking insulin but not other medicine, insulin seems to act as a diuretic(water pill, and at least for me)!  Very very strange.

The body aches, though.  Perhaps sitting to hard, too long.  Perhaps from missing most meds, something is just off.  Skeletal pain, mostly, with a hint of neck muscle thrown in for flavor, minus a headache oddly.  Yes, pain comes in many flavors and I know many of their recipes.  One might suggest I have been collecting recipes all of my days.  I'm just too ill to get about putting some of them together these days.  Still, my goal is to get healthy enough to cook up some of the good stuff.

I'll get back on track.  That hasn't meant much this year, but...  It can mean more than not, at points.  Much more than nothing, if not so much as... well... as very much.  Oh, I think I ended up staying up too late trying to take down that last boss with my caster.  I've tried this and that school of magic, repeatedly.  I've tried dexterity based melee.  I'll... review what others have done and see if, between this and that, I can find a method that works for me.  That is how I got the tail twice.  No one method quite worked, for me, but a combination, and my own experiences and play style, combined to create a formula that actually worked with two very different sets of skills and assets.  It just didn't work out the same for beating the actual boss.  That is why I have two very different 'toons.  I like to suss out the various methods.  The eventual goal is to have a toon that can use anything, then combine those to craft techniques that are tailored to the boss or situation like can be done in no other way.  As with me, or as I was, a specialist jack of all trades.  Only some can do it.  But when done right, for those in the league, it means there is no bridge too far, no wall too high or stout, no impossible.  I realized, in time over time, that Christ was the first, or prime, among us.  Didn't like that answer when I first viewed it, so doubled down... and lost eventually.  None are as good, all others will lose, eventually.

Well... on to... other things.  Good day.