I just don't know about today.

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Sleep was good if bedtime was late.  Waking late again, of course.  It seems that day and night are flipping again.  It has been getting cloudy, and cooler, or so it seems from my bunker.  With Halloween finished, I suppose I can tumble a bit.  A letter from the V.A. telling me I missed an appointment, two actually, and to the same clinic, if I hadn't been told, or sent a card, for one of them.  A phone call, but at a time when such things didn't make sense, and I couldn't comply anyway.

I'm not sure I trust the V.A. at this point.  If Zero was going to force treatment of ebola, it would be at these types of places, and behind most everybody's backs.  He has executive power in these places, and the lousy command structure is so tenuously being kept in place for political reasons, that they are beholding to this corrupt admin like never before.  I simply am not sure I can trust these hospitals and clinics at this point.  I suppose they could come out and say they won't accept ebola patients, but then they have said people could keep their plan, their doctor, and many other things.  They have knowingly lied, been complicit in the construction of the things they lied about, and meant from the beginning to lie.  They continue misleading about everything they suggest at this point.  At this point there is simply no trust.  Not the feds, not the bureaucracy, not the DoJ, not the Supreme Court, not congress.  I don't trust the state bureaucracies.  I'll figure it out along the line.  When I need refills, or at least after they won't do them over the phone anymore.  Being as busy as they are, my efforts should be pleasing to them.  Heck, if half of us, or more, stopped showing...  Yeah...  Then they could get back to being the political operatives they seem to believe themselves to be.

I needed a bit of rest yesterday, and today.  I might tinker a bit, here and there, on this and that, in the house.  It just can't be even a minor real work day.  I don't have enough to put in, or even push for it.  I'm not done in, though, either.  Hopefully I can get to the yard and a few other odds and ends tomorrow.  I did dream last night.  None of it remains.  The emotional ties seem to indicate just normal dreaming.  Probably some mundane, to slightly off the wall, imaginative takes of simple life.  Then again, isn't life, itself, just that for the most part?  How many of us would believe what we have truly seen and experienced in our own lives if we hadn't actually been there, perhaps even checking with others to make sure we saw correctly?  Me!  Me!  Oooh, pick me!  :)

Well... on to some water, waking, and coffee a bit later.  I honestly am not seeing any improvement with drinking water first thing.  But I am not seeing any harm, either.  I'll keep it up for a while, seeing if it simply takes a while to implement.  Then again, if it isn't hurting, perhaps I will continue.  A little more real simple water each day just can't be a bad thing.  I am, not always but much more often, beginning to drink water with dinner.  Ice water, I need it cold, both at waking time and meals, but not extremely cold.  Rightly chilled.  Just passing on notes from my experiment.

Good day.