Not doing well.

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Nothing to do with the election.  Pleased with it, as far as that goes.  But it's not a concern on the micro level, where I live, at this point.  I'm not busting my chops up or down about anything.  I am having problems just living.  No, not that I am having health issues, just...  Weather?  Season?  I've dropped again.

My mother has been calling.  She is probably worried sick.  My friend has been calling.  This, that, and the other thing have been planned, and might be on the books or about to be.  Technically.  Sleep has simply become a thing I get when I can.  Waking time is the same.

I have been pushing to do something, anything, for the last two days.  Pushing hard.  No soft thoughts, like I ought to get to things.  Hard, heavy, severe, shoving.  Nothing going.  I even tried a couple of old school cheats.  Nothing.  Meds are going down, usually.  I seem to miss nights fairly often.  That doesn't seem to matter.  I've compared perfect compliance with imperfect, and can't see a difference.  Stuck, like a bug on a windshield at 80.  I'm not sure if I want the vehicle to slow though.  Not sure if I have legs or wings.  :)

I'll keep pushing.  Unless, or until, I get too exhausted for even that.  Hmm...  I may take a shower.  Perhaps see what I might cook.  Meh, not hungry.  A shower, air dry time, and maybe I can kick something over.  The trash and recycling collected and out, cat litter?  Yeah.  That might be it, if I can get to it.  It would be something though.

Oh, as to Republicans.  A little wishlist.  Undo zerocare, start the XL pipeline,  lower corporate taxes (we pay that, mind you, not "rich companies"... I don't know about you, but I don't feel rich enough to pay a company to additionally pay the government, after paying taxes on every service and item I already buy or use from said company, on top of any other taxes... you get the point, all that on top of the rate sending money and jobs overseas), end illegal immigration, and restrict insane bureaucracy and departments.  Oh, and, cut the deficit, reinforce all of the bill of rights, and uphold the constitution.  Well, Christmas is right around the corner.

Later?  Good night?  Dunno.