Perfect nap.

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By my standards, and these days.  I used to take powernaps.  Never of the supposed ten minute type, but an half hour could see me through tight harsh spots.  Now it take about an hour and an half to two hours to get the natural bennies I am seeking.  A little less than two hours is prime.  I went down at a 14:15 or such, and started kicking out by 15:45 or something.  I had set the alarm, for 16:00, as an insurance policy.  Yea, life looks a bit better.  Still tired but I should make it to bedtime, and get a few minor things done.

I know I dreamed.  Women.  Just some of the crazy silly and more pleasant parts of the times I spent with one of my past lovers.  Sexy parts, perhaps, but no sex.  Sex just isn't what it's all about.  Sometime you need it, sometimes you want it, it might be one of the glues, but it's as much a communication as it is anything else.  No, this was just some pleasant time with a woman.  Intimate and personal and alive.  I can't remember her face from the dream so have less chance of remembering her name.  I think it was some summer, or spring.  Lots of sunshine, trips to a beach and some parks... city type parks.  A lot of talking and teasing and laughing.  It was a pleasant dream.  It wasn't all bad.  And, remember, when in the Navy, I moved every few months.  Not fair, but the way of it.  Along with harsh ones I had some very nice women.

Amazon has been quite good lately.  The returns have been easy and solid.  I thought they forgot to send an item, I contacted them, they resent it and... I just found it.  I can't believe that, I checked everything, several times.  It had gotten stuck in the packaging for another item, to be fair to me, and remained stuck even after I removed to other item from it's own odd packaging withing the whole package.  No, I won't keep it.  They are in the process of sending a replacement.  I will try to get a stop on that, and offer to pay the shipping.  Honesty, playing fair, and saving that willingness of theirs to right a wrong for when it really is wrong.  But, really, it comes down to honesty.  It just happens to be a good business practice.

A cup of coffee or two, in hopes of shaking out of the doldrums beyond what the nap offered.  It's a bit of a rough day.  The sun is still out, the shades are mostly open... as much as I can take.  I remind you, I am a cave dweller!  A few restful days should see me back to it shortly.  Oh, and I just increased my dosage of heart medicine.  Actually... hmm... I did that Thursday though.  Maybe it is just catching up with me, and on top of everything else?   Maybe.  Later.