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I set the alarm for a two hour, and change, nap. Usually that sees me waking before the two hours, without messing with the alarm. This time was quite different. I ended up in a place I did not know. It was mostly deserted. At least at first. I walked around this new, different, abysmal world. After a time I realized it was hell. But the keepers, or strongest inhabitants anyway, were gone. Imagine going through NYC, Chicago, L.A., with all law and crime gone, and most inhabitants gone... abandoned, for the most part, save for the truly meek.
I saw many things. It seems they have found ways to thwart physics. Not completely, things were just a bit off. Perhaps that is all they were able to affect, perhaps that is how they prefer it, perhaps their absence limited the changes. All I know, if I couldn't completely grasp it, was that things didn't work exactly, down there, as they work up here. I ended up exploring many places, meeting and interacting with some of the former humans who were there. Scouting, is what I was doing. I took many notes. I actually tested the bones demons roll for bets. To my great surprise, they weren't weighted... rigged. At least not the ones I found, though I had a feeling that was more than common but a truth there. On and on, through mostly deserted areas, and some small visitations.
The alarm woke me. But I had more to see. So, initially, I kept hitting the snooze bar, thinking I should be able to finish the dream in a 'few minutes'. I kept being able to be able to fall back to sleep and return to the dream. Every alarm and every snooze, from 15:00 to 15:30, every four minutes or close enough. Finally, at 15:30, I realized I had more to do in the dream so I simply turned the alarm off and let the dream go, waking, and finished with the dream, at 17:00... 17:15... somewhere in there. I finished reviewing the populated areas of hell (if vacated of demons and monsters), filed my report, and sent it to heaven. Quite a dream, quite an odd dream. Odd how it continued right through waking and going back to sleep.
Well... I'm awake again! And, actually, I didn't need the sleep. I simply wanted to finish the dream. I thought it was important. Who ever knows. Then again, I have always said, if God asked it, I would go to hell. I always knew that, should it be His will, I would not only go, I would return with trophies. Knowledge is a trophy. Perhaps that is exactly what happened? Don't know, not awake enough to consider. Most would suggest it was probably just a dream. And maybe so. It's just that I have never had that kind of chain dream before. Don't know. I'll think on it. Later.
One time many years ago, drowsing in a chair in the afternoon, I was given the choice to catch a glimpse of heaven or hell.
ReplyDeleteFor whatever reason I chose hell and promptly fell into the midst of a fiery furnace. This startled me awake.
Later I noticed a soot smudge on my forehead...
That'll teach you whatfor! I was in the burbs, not the fiery core. Not that it was pleasant, it just wasn't... harsh just to be there. Or those things were mitigated. Hmm... something. Though I was in some bad areas. Very odd.
ReplyDeleteHave you ever had a series dream, where you wake like that, that often, and get back to it? That is what is getting me. I've been to hell before, and seen glimpses of heaven, so that part doesn't bug me so much. I suppose, if you are truly human, even in soul form, hell, and even heaven if you aren't ready for it, might be a bit... much. Most can't probably come and go easily.
If there is some truth to the dream, then it would line up with my notion that I am not fully human, and that Satan wants my kind in hell no more than heaven will, as a general rule, take us. If nothing else, the thing that bothers Satan is... we can still breed. His army's numbers are limited. Sooner or later, he would lose. If I suspect, even as is, he would lose almost immediately to what nephilim exist, in our various forms. But that would change what hell is. Nephilim have no need of the high church anti-God sentiment. We were born without that knowledge, and most still don't have it, so we don't need to be anti-God... we don't need to do evil things to... maintain the lie. God doesn't want that, hell is supposed to be what it is, so... here we stay.
I saw that old dragon looking for me in a dream very recently. He knew one such as me was somewhere in the midst of his people, "influencing" them, but he could not see me and could not find me, because the Lord was throwing up illusions in his face, screens that blocked his ability to see me directly.
ReplyDeleteA little unnerving, but also pleasing to me that the Lord would choose to flummox him in this very manner, as that old worm is a master of illusions that he uses to deceive the lost and lead them along in beautiful visions that end in their catastrophe.
I hear people say they have nothing to fear from Satan. While that isn't exactly true, most haven't strengthened their faith enough to use it to faithfully call on Christ. And, even so, Satan rarely does things himself. He does have minions, and others who are simply so... open minded... that they are quite at his disposal. There have been known possessions of people trying to live holy lives. I am assuming humans all have some chink in their armor, some failing through which one of the fallen number can enter. When Saint Michael cast him out, even he used the name of Christ.
ReplyDeleteSatan, like the progressive lines of politics such as socialism he produced, are very patient. (Nothing says Satanism like "atheism"! Fingerprints always lead back to the criminal.) Unless they don't have to be. Then watch out.
It was a cautionary dream. I am only invisible as long as I do not succumb to temptation (in various forms). And also to be silent until directed to speak.
ReplyDelete"Deep undercover" I stated rather a while ago. Not kidding.
ReplyDeleteThere appears to be potential for a Jesus People type awakening amongst many of these "spiritual but not religious" seekers. Not my doing, but I will be in place...
Orange you glad I was on the side of caution when and where I was? So easy to slip, and in some places, it is far more dangerous than other places.
ReplyDeleteThe Holy Spirit will guide your tongue. There have been times when He has come over me. Sometimes, in retrospect, I thought I had failed, for some of what I said seemed... off... by Christian ways. But modern Christianity is much off itself, and speaking to a thief, a cheat, a sexual sinner, or a killer is going to be different than speaking with a priest or solidly faithful sort of another type.
Have faith. You might do quite well there. Just remember, if you sin, even so, not all is lost. You know how to come back. Do it when you can. Such is the risks of going undercover.
Granted it may not have been *the* worm, but *a* worm nonetheless. I've seen them before in dreams, and they are called Beguilers.
ReplyDeleteRe going back to a dream, no. I've tried, but it is always different after falling back asleep.
Of course. The many names of the many snakes and other vile creatures is as legion. Many. I have heard of beguilers. Though that is just a minor secondary name for some of them. Then again, Lucifer is the first, and chief, beguiler. They love to be tricky that way, as leftists are with words and ideas.
ReplyDeleteTo be honest, I doubt if you could know the rank of the fallen that is on your case. Depends on things you can't see or know, as in who you might change and what they value that individual at or what purpose they might play. The CIA, KGB, Mossad, all can be brutally lethal. But won't bother with you unless you have names you can name, and intend to do so... or might otherwise cross their plans.
As for the dream, yeah. I have never had one like that before. I consider myself a dream master. There are dreams I can't change, and I have never been able to delve back into a dream, well... maybe one, a few times. But not like this. Let me see, 30/4 = 7 1/2, right? Knock off the half in case I slept longer than the snooze bar a few times, then add one for after I turned off the alarm, so... 8 chains, plus the original, so 9. Odd.