Cooling down, should be to bed early enough.

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Not bad.  I filled the camping lighter with fuel.  One of them.  After that I have mostly just tried to calm and cool myself. 

I ordered books recently, and kept waiting for an email.  I checked since I ordered.  Oddly, it ended up in the spam bin.  I do think google manipulates against certain companies.  Any company that isn't leftest, or cowed by them.  Whether it is a managerial decision, or just the typical SJW's who work in such companies doing a solid for their causes matters little.  Still, I figured it out.  Not sure how best to download the books though, or which format.  They suggested one type for android, one type for kindle, but I'm using kindle ON an android.  Bleh.  :p  So I sent off an email inquiry about that and how best to download.  I'm now, again, officially a heavy reader.  Until I run out of their books.

I also received something in the mail, something I have to sign to receive.  I have nothing on order, and already received my medication.  Perhaps this is someone at the V.A. making sure I got my medication?  I don't know.  I'll find out tomorrow, if I can get up early enough.  Still, if it's from someone I don't know, or looks suspicious, I'll simply refuse it.  People are becoming seriously murderous these days, and corruption and some other things from various bureaucracies and other institutions are endangering people.  Do not think I jest.  And do not accept anything you cannot identify.  Just signing and taking might make you guilty, somehow, these days.  Or dead.

Oh, right.  Having eggs and that hash back to easy availability is fantastic.  It sure seems like simple, humble, food.  And it is.  That is exactly what it is and it is wonderful.  I know what it is, I know what is in it (nothing but what I add, all of which I know what that is).  I know how it was cooked.  I know when it was cooked.  And I even know what it will taste like... with butter, or a bit of salt and pepper, perhaps pepper flecks, or with sprouts, bacon, sausage, and-or cheese.  It is food that does exactly what it is supposed to do.  Boring?  Yeah, okay, but not every meal should be a gourmet delight.  Even so, sometimes, after being without it for a few days, it actually is.

Oh, yes.  I might have one beer tonight.  My kind of beer, mind you.  A cheers to the end of tobacco.  Then I'll brush the teeth and head off to a new start at an end to tobacco tomorrow.  Every once in a while, for the next two years, I'll go looking for my can.  Then remember.  It's a weird thing, changing a habit that has existed for that long.  Good night.