Sunday, August 30, 2015

I know what the blogger problem is.

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It seems that someone had gotten into my machine and figured out how to keep certain cookies from being accepted.  I have looked on my browser, in my security suite, and in any other place, including several add-ons, for where cookies could be shut off.  I can't find it.  It might not even be an easy place for other than a tech to shut down, or reset.  Is it google?  Is it a hacker?  Is it some other internet player?  Is it political, social?  I honestly don't know.  But they have shut down my ability to comment.  I do suspect that it is a blogger, or other commenter, who was too afraid to debate something who simply reported my comments.  It's how they work.

As for health, at least I am able to stand without even using all four limbs.  Just legs or just arms, and without pain or doubt.  I am a bit feverish however.  I suspect that until I get used to the lower doses of insulin I will be overheating regularly, regardless of the temp.  I think I went cold, internally, when I dropped it cold turkey.  That is what caused the charlie horses everywhere.  This feverishness is akin to when you have had a few drinks, and then one or two too many.  Not a drunken state, more the physical discomfort that goes with it... beside it.  Makes sense, given what alcohol does and what diabetes is about.  Even eating the right foods doesn't mean much if blood sugars are all wrong.  Everything eaten has a similar affect to alcohol, at least for me.

I've been up nine hours after sleeping and waking for two to six hours, off and on, through the last few days.  With the other medicines back on full track, I am no longer water bloated.  Rough though, trying to get everything back into some kind of shape.  I am praying the doctor will take the case tomorrow.  I'm not quite sure what to do otherwise.  I'll probably stop payment on my home, storing what I can, until I can just take off... slimming belongings down, figuring out how to transport what I want to keep, and the price.  Lots of things.

Someone, in around about way, asked about marriage and family.  Oh, sure.  I'm not exactly sure that is a real possibility.  I am not sure she is actually interested.  I am not sure it would be tolerated externally, assuming (which I don't) that she is interested in the first place.  And more, it doesn't matter.  While women have to have certain things in play for them to find/be found by a mate, and have children... they have to believe... men do as well.  Whether man or beast, being caged, especially for some sorts, would make breeding impossible.  Marriage and all that is risky from the start.  Add huge problems and stresses in, and it just won't work.

Hmm... I guess that is it for now.  Later.

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