Love it when it cools.

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I was surprised by the last few nights.  When it stays above 70, even close to the middle thereof, at night, at this time of the year, I worry just a bit.  Oh, I know it will cool off.  It just that, when I really need it to cool, and it doesn't...  Yeah.  So hitting 60, and probably cooler since that thermometer, the electronic one, is very off quite often.  It's in the only place where it seems to be able to beam anything, though.  Anywhere else and it doesn't transmit, or has to be fully outside and unprotected, or fully inside and useless.  I'm too tired to check the outside thermometer.  Maybe later.

I may try to make it to the post office tomorrow.  A few things might be in, there.  I was hoping medicine was in, and some other things.  Stopping through tonight there wasn't a thing in my box, no packages for orders or medicine.  There was only one notice that they were holding something.

I bought a few things for easy eating, though I need to eat them in moderation.  Several types of nuts, cashews, a mix, and smoked almonds.  I bought pistachios, actually my favorite, last time.  Just by cost I try to eat those sparingly.  Dang, I did forget fresh fruit.  I'll try to be back in in the next few days/week.  I'm a bit gimped up, tonight was a lucky shot.  I saw it and took it.  I also bought bagels and cream cheese, along with milk and cream.  I love bagels, but they aren't the best for me.  I don't consider such food poison, or toxic, simply not optimal.  I see no reason to blather.  All you have to do, to understand my position, is to go hungry for weeks, even a month at a time, off and on, because you can't stand.  Do that for a few years and you will take what you can get.  Yeah, I'm picky.  I'm just... I'll eat it or I won't, if I eat it, I'll like it or I won't.  But I will be grateful to God, and whoever provided it and how, for every last morsel, in any event, when I need...  Like?  Exactitude?  Seriously?  Starve yourself for a good long time.  Not fast, not from sun up to sun down but from week to week to month, nothing edible per ora.  Water, I guess, just no food.  Then put yourself in a place where you can't eat, even if you want to eat.  A place where no one can bring you food.  I have lived like that for years, off and on through several decades.

Look, if it kills you, then call it poison.  I mean on to five meals of it.  If it doesn't?  If it's what you got, if it fills your appetite, if there is some nutrition, if you can't do better... eat it and shut the hell up!  So... bagels it is!  I already had a small portion of mixed nuts.

I did remember several things I thought I would forget.  I put them in my phone, but just remembered so never even had to look.  It's a klutzy life right now, but... pretty good for doing pretty poorly.  I get lucky once in a while.  I make do.  I keep up on most things.  If I do lead a quieter, slower, milder life... for now.  Later.