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I can't remember the last time I woke up hungry. Weeks, months, maybe even years. Sure, I had been trying to eat in the morning, some various time after waking. But it was more to try to keep the fire stoked than a felt need. Heck, I haven't actually been hungry, like this, with an actual feeling involved... It's rare. It surprised me. No reason for it, one way or another. I think I can fix it, in a bit. Coffee first.
I won't say I am, otherwise, feeling better or not. There are aches and pains, if light. Those could be echoes from the past or mild precursors of what will be. Until I more fully recover I simply will go through more rough than not. And I can't seem to know until I wake well enough. That part isn't exactly new, just more typical than usual. It's every day lately.
My day is sliding. From 7:00, or so, for several weeks, then to 8:00 for a week maybe, and perhaps to 9:00. I keep trying to shove it back, but slip and stay awake later or simply miss my morning goal for no known reason. I might try to use the alarm to get to bed and wake earlier. I really, honestly, like the 6:00 to 7:00 wake-up, which requires a 22:00 to 23:00 bedtime... unless I need more sleep on a particular day, which can be survived for a single day, but not if it becomes a pattern. Some day(s) I need more like ten or twelve hours of sleep, but I can't get to sleep earlier when my system is fussing like that. Then again, sometimes I can only sleep four to six hours. It's tough to keep a schedule, or I would at least be trying to work, or go to school.
Never mind. Technically awake, definitely hungry, not much to do about any of it until it is more than a technicality. Hmm... I am sure I have salami and goat cheese, chevre if you prefer, I think? That should do, in a bit. Later.
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