Oh, right. Now, for the most part...

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It isn't children that I frighten.  I do frighten however.  I don't get that, and you should be told the truth.  Strange how even adults are similar.  Yeah, they revoked my membership... pretty much everywhere.  Just saw the scene as I was watching one of those programs tonight.  When the iron maiden shoe fits, I suppose?


Hungry, thirsty, need a shower and a shave.  I am hoping to get out today, though who knows.  I did call the sister of my dead friend, and asked about something.  I loaned him a bunch of movies.  He had just accidentally opened up to sci-fi movies.  I know, he loaned me one.  When I returned it, I offered him others.  Some of them really blew his mind.  Not all sci-fi, Fight Club for example.  But many others.  I can't remember how many, 8, 16, 22... I know there were a lot.  I can remember a few.  That's a lot of money.  And, generally, I like the movies I have.  They have either been politically vetted to avoid irritation or they have been grandfathered in.  That would be a lot of money to replace them, if I could remember what to replace.  From some reactions, I am not sure I will ever hear back from them.

As much as I don't always like it, and minus drug use, and for different reasons, I have been similar to the W. Bishop character.  Confusion from exhaustion, memory loss, stumbling on harsh truths, doing things others couldn't, often wouldn't.  From a different field, but not all that different.  Slight variations would have seen me in college and into academia.  I probably had what it took.  Though, even in my time, objectivists and skeptics were being shoved out to make room for the losers who shouldn't have been there, so as to turn academia into just another socialist structure.  So I may well not have been allowed in anyway.  Still, troublesome similarities exist.

My days and night are slowly coming around.  I don't know that I will be able to keep them in line.  And, really, I am not as worried about that as I am about keeping medicine in line and doing house work, taking care of business, and eating and drinking rightly.  All of those, save medicine, are a bit off.  Yet, as medicine comes around, there is hope the rest will fall in line, which often ends up managing developing a day schedule.  Later.