Not quite intolerable.

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The heat that is.  It is almost 2:00 and the inside and outside temps seem to have, just barely, passed each other.  It is every so slightly cooler outside.  With one at 74 and the other at 78 there simply won't be a lot of relief.  On the other side of things, with blood sugar going down I assume, those temps are tolerable.  Plus I can keep the inside temps in the 70's, usually, through the day.  Though, if it doesn't get into the 60's, all bets are off.  It'll probably get into the 80's.  Still, that is tolerable.  Going out into the 90 and above outdoors is even tolerable for a bit now.  Things really have changed.

I must admit to being tempted by food when in town.  It ended up not being fast food, but the very foods I was buying in the store.  Cheeses, salami, even simple milk.  There were other things.  While I can have a sweettooth, as I am switching to primarily paleo, my sweettooth has changed directions.  Meat is my new candy.  You'd think I would have eaten out of it.  That just isn't so.  My love for the stuff is merely going from first blush romance on into a steadfast love.  I didn't, and won't, buy meats at the shop anymore.  But I will browse.  Luckily the beef and pork I have in the freezer are not the jealous kind.  Probably because they know I am too cheap to more than look?

I can't believe I am doing so well on my fasting.  Sure, I think it is taking a bit of a toll.  My neck and head muscles and other things are truly cranky.  Part of that might be getting used to sleeping with my legs elevated and sitting in a chair with no arm rests.  All of it, together, is throwing me a bit off.  Well, and the heat.  Still, if I am doing this well, now, I suspect when temps come down, even a bit, I will do much better.  Further, being a cold body, and being healthier, I may well do much better most of the rest of the year.  This is, potentially, a huge shift.  I actually had to buy new skivvies... underwear.  Gee, even WallyUnders are getting spendy.  It is getting nasty out there.

There is a town event tomorrow.  I won't be going to that one... just can't.  However, it is a two day thing.  I would like to make it to the next night.  Some folk I know are involved with one of the charities, for the library.  I try to support them in their works.  Can't remember if that one is Friday or Saturday, but that is... just a simple fix.  Well, and even with my... notions... I support libraries (if they aren't negatively focused).  When my mother couldn't afford books, she saw to it that a library card or two was always available to me, and saw to it I could use it or them.  She encouraged, and... it was what... brightened my life as a child.  I do not forget such things.  The other charity would be good to help out as well.  A civil mind in local affairs tends itself well.  Others probably know this.  I have had to figure out much on my own.

Bleh... Anicin... oh... I bought two extra packs of that tonight.  Pricey.  Everything is going up, even more, and getting smaller even so.  Again again?  Yeah.  Later.  Or good night.