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For some reason I could not find myself to bed until after 3:00. Something has been stirring, a hunger to more life. Not so much did it attack and roust as sneak up on me while I wasn't paying attention. I think a fuller meal situation is doing it's stuff. I am not that hungry, if my mind realizes I had best get going with food again. Actually, even to fast, I must eat a solid lot of food. As odd as it sounds, one cannot truly fast on an empty stomach! Through which, once again, I realize that God is a comedian of His own sorts.
I dreamed I met the heart of a lion, in a mouse of a woman, last night. I am not surprised to see this live in a woman. In this woman... I wasn't sure about her. Just as only few men contain the bones of the noblest beast, so it is with women. Sometimes this is a good thing, sometimes... Not every man can handle such a thing. Not even other men with such a heart desire that in a partner. The controlling personalities, on either side, face hardship when faced with a partner of magnitude. Oh, she doesn't know yet. For one who can see in the dark little remains hidden. A warning? I don't think so. It is what I had hoped. Why I went to see? I heard of the dream of another, went looking for the source without knowing, and found as I am apt to do.
I don't think the dreamer ever believed. She has reasons not to do so. I have had my own doubts. And, yet, the impossible can be seen from here, here being everywhere, even by one blind to his own future. Or not? The thing is, she is beginning to believe, believe so hard she dreams. I didn't know what, at all, for sure, until I went to see. Yeah... I am that kind and work in that way. She should know, it isn't just for reasons she understands. But as a child before a real fairy godmother, reasons matter little to a true heart. Or a heart poured out in pureness? Right. Yes, I see.
Well... today? Today. I don't quite rightly know. Four hours of sleep leaves me just a bit slow to boot up this morning. Later.
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