Back on medicine.

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It seemed one day off from carvedilol and then back on it helped me turn a minor corner.  Now I feel better.  I am not doing more.  If I feel better, the chances of getting back to work increase.  Sometimes I can do that right through misery, usually not.  Again, tonight, I will make an effort.  I did do some things yesterday, but very mild, couldn't stay at it for long, hoping for more.

Sleeping was a little off.  I think that might be because the world is warming.  I used to fan, which helped me rest, but it... just feels a bit warm, even so.  I told you, I am, in some ways, more closely related to a bear than to a man.  Though if I can get ahead of the warming curve, and work things out, I'll do just fine.  I have been doing better with the heat these last few years... mostly.

I've been getting into it a bit on gab.  Something about people thinking they should be able to be out, gay, and we should all be happy about it.  No.  Just... no.  They were, against my wishes, given don't ask, don't tell.  It wasn't enough.  Now not only will they not get that, I suspect they are going to have to go back in the closet.  We are sick and tired of having their weirdness handed out as if it was normal.  More so as we are finding out that pedophilia is a cause of much of it, and a further want from their community.  No more forward movement in that area.  Back, back and far back.  They would be lucky if they get the tolerance from the 1950's.  I think I've lost the followers who go that way, or the ones I will lose.  Not just gays, but those who believe such should be open and welcome in society.

There are other topics, as well.  Why can't people be openly anti-American?  Ask any nation that.  It is illegal to burn the flag in France (and many other nations).  It is illegal to form and run a group aimed to undermining the nation as it exists, in this very nation.  It just isn't acted upon, yet.  It isn't, per se, the government that people need to hold an allegiance, but to the nation, which is the people.  The problem is too many foreigners are being brought in so that who the people are is changing, and in a negative way.  Not everyone in America, citizen or no, is an actual American.  Besides some rights having to have very specific limits, some people shouldn't have the rights of a US citizen at all.  We are going to fix this, one way or the other, in very short order.  Right now it's looking a bit better for the survival of the US.  But it's a tight race.  So... those who display anti-Americanism will just have to be dealt with as such.

Fair?  Is it fair that I was born here, and not in Zimbabwe?  Is it fair that the water I drink is, mostly, survivable to drink?  Nothing is fair.  But nothing can be fixed along those lines.  Would it be fair for those who have to lose what they have so that no one has anything better?  And it isn't as if the haves, by nations, haven't tried to help the have-nots.  But you can't get a 70 IQ people to even learn not to shit in their water, let alone keep a well working.  At some point you simply have to understand that... fair isn't... quite the variable it seems.  Fairness cannot be meted out, it was set at birth.  If all men are created equal, than all two legs are not men.  But... we knew that, madame.  Right?  Right.

Oh... well...  On to... something.  Good morning, or night to you.