Food.

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I have to figure out food again.  I have gotten behind on everything.  I'll have to dig through the house, first.  Cleaning, clearing, getting the kitchen in order, work, work, work.  I need to get this all figured out.  Food will just have to work itself out, for a bit.  After that?  Plans.

Food prep doesn't haven't to be just a medium and long term thing.  Short term can go in on it, to some degree. Weekly menu planning?  Well, some of it.  If I can have enough cooked and ready for a week, or two, even just a meal or two a day, that would be good.  Some of it... I don't think it can all be planned, and prepped on one day, but that is... sort of the new goal.

Perhaps making spaghetti meat sauce, use zucchini in or a few other things for base, make a ham and bean soup, and perhaps one other thing... pack them in portioned containers, and just eat as needed?  There are several problems.  But it isn't impossible.  Container clear, clean, and return?  Would probably need two groups of containers, enough for two 2-week plans.  At least.  Enough for 3 weeks might be wiser.

Next, creating menus.  Perhaps a main meal per day, better snacks, and a few variable items for mixing and matching.  I have seen people set up a week of just one meal.  I... just couldn't do that.  All of this is questionable.  Lots of doubts, worries, concerns.  Just... but... maybe.  It would be, to my mind, a good way to go.  I would like to see about it.  I am not sure I can keep up, and follow through.  If I could, it would be a huge boon.  I've got to do something.

I am doing well enough, financially.  Next month I will easily be well back in the saddle.  I mean surprisingly well back in the black.  I may begin planning to get some help here, cleaning and all.  Or checking on the dumpster.  Maybe both.  At least as soon as I can get going a bit more strongly.  No reason to have a dumpster I can't fill.  Ugh...  I am getting better, but... slowly... and not more energetic.  I'm... I'll... keep at it.  Later.