Still undone.

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Tired, sore, and even with the heat turned up unable to stay warm.  No worries, as noted this is a rest time.  I do plan to do more today than yesterday... dishes, the porch curtains, more cleaning and clearing in the two targeted rooms, and possibly other bits here and there, heavy hard work is not the goal.  The emphasis is on staying limber, being active enough that I don't 'rust', and doing more good than the other way each and every day.

A dream last night, music.  When I was learning calculus and differential equations, I could sense music back there.  Music isn't one of my talents, if something I do appreciate.  I attempted to learn music, choosing baroque on piano.  I could not learn well enough or fast enough for that to make sense, if within my abilities I did touch a far corner of the notion.  Then again, to fully go there I would have had to completely go and then be there.  I went as far as I was willing to go.  Insanity, for one such as me, lies in full immersion.

In the dream, that was remembered, as was the memory of music and song after life.  Truly no music you can hear will prepare you.  You will be part of it.  Something in the dream was connecting all music, here and there, now and then, bright and even dark... a hard song is the indication of wounds, into... healing, reason, life itself.  I don't fully understand this, either.  So much I don't know.  In spite of faults and failings, as I am dying or healing I seem to be being called closer.

Dress shoes are in, and fit.  A first pair.  Comfortable as well fitted barbed wire.  Still...  Slacks and shirts have been dry-cleaned and all else is ready.  I even am working on the rosary.  I am still usually lost at mass, perhaps...  I'll check, but I think there are five masses a week, M,W,F,S,S.  Same for both locals, at most, and slightly more distant.  Need to check, and times.

Such dreams lately.  This might be more of a dream?  The other one was more, without a doubt.  Still there is something very special to music, song.  Oh, and fasting starts today, ending Sunday evening.  Three day fasting for now.  If that is doable I might add more full days, just have to watch blood sugar and blood pressure as I go that way.  As is, 72 hours without food is no risk, just a bit of a challenge.  Hopefully one several weeks of daily/day fasting has allowed preparedness.  Later.