Thursday, September 13, 2018

How to wake?

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Ah, a fat coffee.  Right, and is on the way.  My body is still totally chill with being awake.  My sleepy head, not so much.  Just can't shake the tiredness.  I don't think the coffee will do all that much.  However, taking my bp after meds and before coffee shaved forty points, top and bottom.  It's 129/82 with a pulse of 89... but I was listening to music.  :p

I'll check blood sugar a few hours after "breakfast".  I do consider fat coffees a meal.  Sort of... it's not the calories, it's that the stuff can trigger a glucose decrease after a very mild rise.  I ought to check in an hour too, to see how much of a rise.  While dying, no reason not to examine.

Some of the things washed yesterday were the cat beds.  They didn't smell bad, or look rough, but the girls weren't using them.  It worked.  Sam, the fussiest of the two, is crashed out in one of them.  I like when I help the girls, do right by them.  And they do return the favor by minding my expressed will.  You might not be able to train a cat, but you can communicate and negotiate.  They aren't my animals... friends.

Boy is that coffee... so-so.  It's fatted down with MTC and whole cream with a few drops of liquid sucralose.  This part isn't supposed to be tasty.  If I used too much coffee, five dosers for eight cups... used up the last grounds I hand ground.  Still, no real complaints.  It is just closer to espresso than regular coffee.

I finally brought a blanket in from the auto, my better wool one.  It is good enough to have close, right on actually, the skin, and I'm a baby about most wool.  Cost a pretty penny though.  Anyway, I was right.  That allowed me to have the ac and to sleep comfortably.  Awesome!

2018?  It really is, or a year away, from fifteen years of celibacy.  The temptations still exist, if opportunity has decreased... at least opportunity of any interest.  I wouldn't bother with a woman over thirty or a stoner.  Not even tempted a bit.  Looks like I am in the clear.  Lost my ring.  Would like it back.  But it isn't as necessary... as a ward... anymore.  Nice as a badge though.  What, precisely, is so difficult about chastity?  If I can do it, literally anyone can.

Later.

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