What to do.

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I can't change whatever is wrong.  I can't diagnose it.  All I can do is explain the problems to those with the skills and knowledge to diagnose and perhaps treat whatever is wrong.  I thought this had been done well enough already.  Apparently not.  So, back in to the hospital.

Or, at least, to various clinics.  Endocrinology, back to the heart clinic, perhaps internal medicine, and whatever else.  My lungs shouldn't burn from a trip several days ago.  My internal organs shouldn't hurt.  Muscles in my legs shouldn't feel burned, etc.  Aspirin doesn't fix anything, it merely, a few times a week or every other week, cuts things just a bit, if it requires pretty close to 2k mgs to move the peg.  Well, and why, no matter my effort, can I not control my sleep?

Add that up, and there is something terribly wrong.  If Social Security is saying I can work, then the V.A. has to help solve these problems, problems I have done my best to get through.  I have never been able to solve these things.  Even taking ritalin didn't help all that much.  A brutal ride, when it worked.  Imagine what must be wrong to fall asleep on that stuff.

So, I am going to have to insist that the V.A. look until it finds what is wrong.  I'll bet they already know, or have a good idea.  It is that they, as vet hating medical bureaucrats are working with ssa to cut vets out.  They have decided we already get enough, too much, as vets, as is.  So, this won't be easy, with two government bureaucracies working together against me... but it's what I have.

I have my pain.  That is all, along with exhaustion.  If I think pain is the culprit... it just wears you down.  Interesting though, that I often enough end up simply numb.  I am so tired.  I am sleeping as needed, it simply doesn't help.  Something is wrong.  They need to find it.  Fix it, then, or list it as a right-off.