Running a bit late.

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Then again I was awake late dealing with diabetes.  Ducks were fed and watered.  Their water wasn't frozen.  It was 36° F, though.  Still, surprised it didn't freeze overnight.  I think, if they get fresh water right before dark, it is relatively quite warm, what we might call a sauna, so they use (and abuse) it.  That is what it is for.  I need a couple bags more feed.  With mice etc being excluded, mostly, feed lasts a lot longer.  I still need to trap out there.

The timer is set to feed the girls.  Their litter was finally changed, and treats are again in stock and being dispensed.  Truth is, they are fed and otherwise tended better than I am.  If I can only care for one group, the critters get first dibs.  Not always perfect, but they... don't have it too bad.  Far better than in the wilds.

Blood sugar crept up again.  At 189 fasting, I will have to work on it.  No major problem, given yesterday.  Back to begging a downward trend, but less than two hundred.  Though it may continue to climb, a little to a lot, the next few days.  It... just does as it pleases, when it chooses, sometimes.  I can only do what I can.

Still a bit rough.  A mild headache, slight nausea, minor feverishness, muscle and joint pain... this could be something along the lines of flu, or that recurring 'infection'.  Both can have these symptoms.  I am not sure if I have one or several bugs.  I am not sure if it was from experimental vaccines or raw exposure.  I have been in some ugly places, lands of death where I am all but sure most of the population is diseased.  That, if I had to guess, is the majority cause for simpler paganism, hoodoo, and voodoo.  If I didn't know better...

So why God?  Many reasons.  Not necessarily those in the church, but definitely God and the church.  Even Christ had Judas, though even his Rock failed.  I think Christ wanted us to know, recognize, snakes in places of power, to understand, one day, there would be nothing else.  When families are discouraged, pedophilia adopted, fundamentalism deigned sinful, you know you walk in shadows.

I have been watering my houseplants, getting them back into order.  I found their food spikes and gave them a couple per, plus another slightly above room temp shower.  They are looking much better.  I really need to get hooks up, put them out here.  I'd like to get a dozen more, but they are a bit pricey.  I could split some off, but I also want some variety.  Later.