Rather ill.

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I thought blood sugar had collapsed.  That is how this feels.  It was 249 fasting.  At 144 shortly after a meal and medium dose, and 107 now, that isn't it.  It has been dropping very easily, so I am watching it.  I do wonder if it might be the speed of the drop, the numbers over time.  Too much, too quickly, and even if the numbers are technically good, the combination leaves me in a similar disrepair?  It sure feels like a diabetic drop problem.  I am going to take a glucose tab and a nap.

It is only that high because I had to munch carb pills yesterday... and got carried away. Addictive, they are.

Just a bit done.  Three boxes moved, laundry through to the dryer, and another load dry set in the washer.  Feeling this rough, I didn't want to force that schedule.  I am still hoping to get a shift or two more work in.  I have had two.  Heavier but shorter.  It counts, but I want more... Father.

The manual bidet arrived.  I've... read the instructions... looked it over... kept an eye on it.  It's been eyeing me back.  Worse than a cat.  What it wants to do... I'm not sure it's right.  And, how do you learn?  Ah, I DID figure that out.  Practice in the shower!  When the angle, pressure, and all is good, then try it on the toilet.  More, I still have and will keep, tp.  To dry if nothing else.  Uhrm, assuming I don't just learn it then save it for even worse times.  Still a bit spooked by the process, endeavor, educational opportunity...  At least I have a plan.
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Someone, musically, suggested a week.  Someone is coming, Someone else.  A week?  Metaphorically, probably, but sooner than I expected.  Soon in real terms... weeks or a few months.  That was the call.  That is the reason I feel compelled to work.  I don't deserve such.  I didn't expect such.  Not my call.  So I prepare.  He could be stopping in to release me, one way or another.  Or just to visit.  Yes, it all is possible.  Time isn't what it seems.  He does as is right, exactly.

Delusional?  One best hope, but I wouldn't count on it against someone who does a nine by nine sudoku in 5 seconds.  Cautious with some bets.
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Well?  I suppose.  A pill and nap.  Phone near to.  Be well, and blessings.