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My brother called.  Funny thing, I was going to call him, but thought it was late.  Actually, it was too early, when I went to call him.  Now I know.  I had thought his state wasn't on the daylight savings program, but it is.  I asked about their last homestate, but, no, they had it there too.  The time difference is constant, good to know.  We had a good talk.

I then called my mother.  She was napping.  I asked if we could talk later.  She thought that was a good idea.  I can tell when she is tired.  I am tired too, just... it isn't dragging me down, quite yet.  No worries.  I'll try to be the one to call my brother next time... in a week or so.  We are running out of new events and things, but... perhaps we can talk about worries and else... just... talk.

We made it around some things.  I won't be taking the jab, especially if they try to mandate it.  He, and my mother, have or will take them as soon as they can get them.  They are true believers.  Whatever the news says, they... pretty much follow.  It's always been that way.  From when I was a kid.  I never... quite fit in.  That was tolerated, but just.  They wanted to go along to get along.  I had no interest in such.  Yea, it was... difficult, for both sides.  I have always walked alone.  Not (or just) because I was right, but because I simply see things differently and choose what is right, wise, better, if only just for me.  But that is too much.  They want an authority to tell them what is good, right, and then to follow that.  Not too... uncommon, actually.  Pretty typical.  I, in truth, am the problem.  I know this, but it is my way.

I won't be able to call today.  Tomorrow, almost certainly.  I must admit, the start of keto, mostly, through kefir, and soup shortly, and the meat crumble and else, is beginning to help.  I am hoping I can set up a few monthly medsets tomorrow, maybe today, as well.  Adding in particular vitamins and minerals, which I had partially set up before.  Bit by bit, I think life might be coming back into a sort of better function.

As well, the kitchen and bathroom are beginning to be sorted out.  Just little bits, each day, on top of chores.  It's a slow process, but something is coming back into play.  A bit more sun the last few days has helped.  It is a joy to have the sky sparkly smile, after being gone for a longer time.  It almost feels like spring.  If I suspect we are far from it.  How to enjoy a moment, without becoming dependent upon it?  Well... it's to have hope, faith, charity, but an realistic understanding as well.

All good.  Still full from lunch, but I might steal just a touch more of kefir.  Check the cat litter, look out and watch the birds for just a bit, then take a nap.  I am hoping to hit dishes this afternoon, and maybe take a shower.  It's a handsome day out there.  Oh... I have added an extra medium waterer to the mini does, to see if that helps.  They are drinking so much!  If I must, I may have to add another large waterer.  I'll... do it for them.  I want them with as much water as they desire.  I don't think it is bad for them.  Later.