Rough today.

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Everything that hurt while waking hurts as much or more.  Plus, a lot of things that didn't seem to hurt then has started to hurt.  Kidneys, liver, heart, muscles pretty much everywhere.  The heart hurts in a tired way.  An odd thing, but it... it's fine.  I have given the girls a treat, grabbed tea, and took medicine.  I... best take anacin or some such.  Hopefully that will get me going.

It reads 66 in here.  I turned the furnace up in the living room.  I may try gaming for a while, to pull myself out of the morning funk.  Though I may simply be tired today.  A woman would help.  They seem to want to work to death.  Themselves and us.  If you find a woman, find... somewhere else to be for periods of time.  All I'm saying.

Most women have learned to... live and let me live.  Too much really is too much.  I will begin avoiding her if she can't allow me to shut down, off, or be quiet for bits of time.  I like sharing my time, but I don't have the sort of time to share which most women want.  It really isn't just health, but that doesn't help.

If I can make it to noon, I may take a nap.  And try to keep it at just a nap.  I need to hit chores, but my body hurts and I am so sore... lightly, but as mentioned nearly everywhere.  I did get medicine in.  I'm not sure, currently, how much of the problem that is.  But, I think, in time, it will be more of a help.  Again, if I can keep up on it, I think it will end up helping.

The only reason I fall off medicine is because I can't stay well enough, even on it, to continue to take it.  I lose track, can't keep the medicine sets arranged, and, then, just lose track.  I finally have medicine I trust, and can take and handle, and, yet, I... keep falling off it.  I just live a limited life.

Anacin, an attempt at gaming and maybe getting warmed a bit in there.  Then chores when that is possible, or around noon when I consider a nap.  It's not perfect.  But I do what I can, when I can.  Eh?  And a prayer while at it.  For me, for you, for His will.  Oh, He doesn't need our prayers, or our actions, it's just... He receives our right intentions just as with tithes, confessions, and various other gifts, tributes, and such.  These gifts, offerings, are for our good, not His.  We have so many things backwards.  Or... many do.  Then again, I am certain I have many things wrong.  How could it be otherwise?  Amen.

Have a great day, friend or foe.  God be with you.  Later.